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Im back.....and it sucks
Well today is a typical welcome home day from portland. And from life in general for that matter. I ride on a bus for 11 hours. It smelled of shit the entire way to Seattle where i changed busses. On top of that all I wanted to do was sleep, hell all ANYONE wanted to do on the bus was sleep. But NO the bus driver was boared or something and decided ( Read more... ) -
Half over
My vacation is half over. It's been clear skys since i got here. Its been awsome. At night i can acctualy see more then just grey clouds. Although it took me a bit to find somewhere that sold cloves. But it was all good. Once i did they were cheaper then at portland. It's been a nice and relaxing weekend. I need more of these. Hehe, like one every ( Read more... ) -
Long weekend
Well camping was fun. It figures though that its cloudy and raining the entire time. And then today it was all sunny. Thats how life fucks you i guess. Well, i went to my interveiw today and its offical. Im hired. WOOT!!! Now i just need my drivers license and this week will rock ( Read more... ) -
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Ok, i have a plan and a list of things i need to get done ASAP to put myself in a better place mentaly ( Read more... ) -
And now i wait and hope
Of all the things going wrong this is by far the hardest to endure. But like all things in life i will make it through. The bottle helps, hehe i have half of one helping me now. The greatist person i have ever been with has left me. She says its not forever and that she just needs time to fix herself. I can understand that, i have been there myself ( Read more... ) -
Ouch, i hurt.
So yesterday Niks' parents called me....yes her parents wanted to talk to me. It turns out there doing a LOT of yard work so they can sell there house and they wanted someone to help them out cause they have medical problems that wont let them do it. So i said yes cause i want to get on there good side, after all i am dateing there daughter, plus ( Read more... ) -
Im drunk
So in my depresed mood i go to the bar down the street from my friends house. Chad the bar tender was there again, so of course i got good deals on drinks. He let me have happy hour till almost 1 o'clock instead of 11. Needless to say im shit faced drunk. And i dont feel much better. Mostly because i played video poker and got up to $50 in the plus ( Read more... ) -
What to do
What to do when life gets you down. I know that when life hands you lemons make lemon-aid, but what am i going to do when life hands me shit.....MAKE SHIT-AID!!! This liveing situation is bull shit. I have been dealing with the same fucking shit for 2 years. I'm tired of it. I have never been one to just give up, and i realy dont want to. I love ( Read more... ) -
Allergies
I am takeing this medication for some pysical problems. But im haveing a bad allergic reaction to it. So i had to stop. But now im so very very sick, and i dont want to do anything. I called in sick to work for the first time in....well....forever. Is it to much to ask to just want to sit at home, have someone take care of me and feed me soup, and ( Read more... )