So I guess my update personals ad was a success. A friend that I had chatted with on occasion on myspace who also happens to be on yahoo personals read it and of course knows me and wants to "get to know each other over dinner." Total score. We seem very compatible. Similar interests, great sense of humor. Well maintained. And he has the most ( Read more... )

So I have been single for far too long. I refuse to believe that simply because I live in arkansas, that I cannot find a meaningful relationship. I just updated my Yahoo personals profile in hopes of at least networking with similarly minded guys. And ideally meeting one worth keeping. So here now, for your enjoyment (narf) is my personals ad ( Read more... )

I often feel like I am doing something wrong. I get up everyday and hope for the best; I take what comes. But it always seems like everyone is doing something and making something of themselves. Life goes on while mine seems to standstill. I work. Wow, what a wonderful person I am. What a fucking valuable member of society ( Read more... )

Ok, so my venture out on my own, which ended up being a total failure. I am really tired of feeling like I can't achieve anything in life. It ain't so bad out here, I'm with friends but I liked my personal freedom in the city. But I just can't afford to live on my own it seems. Ken so screwed me on overtime. I gave up my whole week's schedule ( Read more... )

I am so dreadfully numb. There is nothing going on in my life. I see everyone doing things and being with people and I just kinda am. I am here. I am queer. I'm staring at shiny things. School is so many months away. There's pretty much jsut work. And the highlight of that is I get to work with a couple cute boys and maybe I'll get my raise ( Read more... )

Oh, horror of horrors, I am being sued. This has jsut been the most interesting week. An offer to move back to Chicago, which I am still considering, MEN!, and now a lawsuit. Grrr. I have excessive medical bills, which I can only afford to make small payments on. This is "unacceptable" to them. Sorry, we're not all financially sound. Thought ( Read more... )

Ok, funny thing happened, well coulda been bad but no. I was checking out my friend Dan's blog on myspace and he had a link to "the most annoying thing ever" some gay-ass egg song that all Japanimated and sucks. I thoguth it was pretty gay to be honest. Seriously. So I figure I'll go check out the website just for kicks but it's in Korean. So ( Read more... )