So wow, it's been a month since I last posted. I work. i work. i work. I'm tired of work and wondering why we do it. It's so empty. a numbers game. Where is the heart and flesh and soul of life that was mythicized in the lore of youth? So blah.

If I'm not doing anything in life next year. I'm marrying a woman.

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Always work first, as is my life ( Read more... )

So I found out the results of my sisters tests she had while I was in Chicago. It's not the greatest. Long story short, she has a neurological "short-circuit" that is causing her seizures and will require three years of very expensive medicine. With my mother and biological father currently in court fighting over everything from tuition to ( Read more... )

Ok, so what the fuck is all this? I wish someone could explain what the fuck is going on.

There's this little Pentecostal girl at work, Becky. She sticks out because she's the only one who wears a skirt, in accordance with her religious beliefs. She not the brightest but is a hard worker and always does her job. Last night tho, just as she was leaving work, she found out that both of her parents had just been killed in a car wreck. ( Read more... )

I am so tired of men with issues. After Sean's sudden disappearance and failure to show for Saturday's CAS Bash, I felt he more than owed me an explanation. So tonight it came. He still loves his wife and wants to raise his child with her. He wants to be my friend. He enjoys talking at great length with me. And a friendship would mean that he ( Read more... )

So rather boring day. Worked day shift which is nice cause I get an evening off. Not like I don't have to clean up EVERYTHING when I get home. I am so sick of having lazy roommates. I mean they don't do shit ( Read more... )

I recently filled out a survey to post on my myspace which asked about my regrets. I had to think. I have one regret. Moving to Arkansas. I'm not entirely sure why I did it. I'm not entirely happy to be here. I miss a lot of people. Don't get me wrong, I am fortunate to have met so many wonderful people here that have touched my life and so ( Read more... )

We found a wallet in the parking lot at work tonight. I looked in it to see if there was some ID, a phone number or something. Some info that would help this lost item be found. Sadly, this wallet contained only two things: a dollar and a dookie. Yes a buck and a poo. A greenback and a brown blob. A terd and a treasury note. Apparently ( Read more... )