things aren't bad
things are actually good
here i am alive and thriving
not alive and surviving

im genuinely happy
recovering from ancient trauma i didn't know what to do with
found my place
accept myself and surround myself with people i love and who love me

and things are going badly as i sink into another depression ( Read more... )

going back and reading the last entry i realized that i really actually am looking forward to the trip ( Read more... )

animal crossing continues to make me happy ( Read more... )

animal crossing is making me so happy.

this is one of the worst weeks of school... the final push before the downhill slide to the end. it's close enough to the end that we're all exhausted, but too far from the end to stop doing stuff. so it's just drag-on working ( Read more... )

today was all right ( Read more... )

i realized at about this time last year that my brain malfunctions in such a way that i don't think i'll ever be able to be really happy and satisfied in my life. i can't imagine a situation in which i would be. there would still be some kind of problem that caused me problems, whether internal or external ( Read more... )

today everything is feeling extra pointless

i feel restless and dissatisfied ( Read more... )