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i feel restless and dissatisfied.
i watched the sounders game and generally i am entertained but not exactly emotionally invested... but it was really disheartening to watch them play so badly and lose so badly and my favorite guys get more and more discouraged by ridiculously unfair calls by the ref. even the announcers were talking about how unbelievable some of the calls were.
so yeah that sucked and then there isn't a new episode of game of thrones this week which i was looking forward to... i did have a really awesome time playing monaco and watching the first half of the new season of arrested development.
but now fun times are at a lull and i don't know what to do next, and i don't really feel like doing anything, and my favorite people are all busy and unavailable for various reasons. sometimes being "released" from social situations/hanging out with people is a relief, and being alone again feels like taking a deep breath after being closed in for a while.
other times like now it's like i'm set adrift with no destination and i feel strange and disconnected and slightly lonely. i know i could find someone to hang out easily if i called some people and actually wanted to go out or something. i don't know. these moods happen to me sometimes and i've never really found a good way to get out of them.
except riding. but that's not available as an option tonight. tomorrow, though!
i watched the sounders game and generally i am entertained but not exactly emotionally invested... but it was really disheartening to watch them play so badly and lose so badly and my favorite guys get more and more discouraged by ridiculously unfair calls by the ref. even the announcers were talking about how unbelievable some of the calls were.
so yeah that sucked and then there isn't a new episode of game of thrones this week which i was looking forward to... i did have a really awesome time playing monaco and watching the first half of the new season of arrested development.
but now fun times are at a lull and i don't know what to do next, and i don't really feel like doing anything, and my favorite people are all busy and unavailable for various reasons. sometimes being "released" from social situations/hanging out with people is a relief, and being alone again feels like taking a deep breath after being closed in for a while.
other times like now it's like i'm set adrift with no destination and i feel strange and disconnected and slightly lonely. i know i could find someone to hang out easily if i called some people and actually wanted to go out or something. i don't know. these moods happen to me sometimes and i've never really found a good way to get out of them.
except riding. but that's not available as an option tonight. tomorrow, though!