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puking up everything......ewww
so sunday nite....i was puking up everything in my body...it was disgusting...i was throwing up every hr and i had a fever and it was just horrible. and i woke up monday feeling the same way so had my bro pick me up some medicine. but i had a MIDTERM yesterday and i tried to get a dr's appt but my dr wasnt in..like hellooooooooo what if i was ( Read more... ) -
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so lately some funnt stuff has been happening..lol. Joash supposedly stole like 10,000 dollars form tires plus and they are trying to prosecute him and all this shit and i havent talked to him in like 2 months so good for him. whatever. old chris text me the other nite talking all this stuff about how he was sorry for telling me last time to ( Read more... ) -
warning....very personal
so ditto on feeling so shitty about urslef jillian...i feel the same way. i think i have something liek seriuosly wrong with me sometimes. i might sit here and look so confident but im really not. i feel like so much shit about myself...i always procrastinate about school...thats why im failing a class, i never try and get things done early. im ( Read more... ) -
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so yea i actually have sat off from th hut!!! woop woop. cant wait till the summer bc ill actually have more than that off form the hut bc im going to do an internship. so i put my resume on monster.com the other nite and i alreayd got like 10 phone calls..no where i want to work tho. so ill just wait till this internship thingy and then decide ( Read more... ) -
what am i going to do?
i am so ugh. school....it doesnt matter ill still graduate in december....just need to take an extra class...ill take 3 in the summer...and 2 in the fall....bc i know in the fall im going to be not motivated AT ALL!!! but alas i will have to be to pass.....at least one of the ones in the summer is an internship...why did i fuck it up at the end ( Read more... ) -
fuck fuck fuck!!!!
hey...im going to fail this class...fuck...i emailed the teacher and she said basically the 46% put me in a bad situation...i doubt i will be able to pass with a C. i can try for a D but it doesnt matter bc u need a C to pass the class for credit. FUCK!!!!!!!!!! i guess ill have to take it over in the summer. even if i were to get like 100% on ( Read more... ) -
im not confused anymore..........
im so happy im not confused anymore....yay me!!! -
text message...3:46 am 3/10/06 from Josh
i hope this doesnt freak you out. but its 3am and im laying in bed and i cant stop thinking about u. what have you down to me? i miss you so much. i dont want u to think I'm going to stop talking to u, stop hanging out with you,l or stop talking to you because i quit my job. because thats not whats gonna happen. this week is just gonna be hectic ( Read more... ) -
i want a new job.........
omg!!!! i hate work. every day it seems to get worse and worse. it was so stressful yesterday that i swear my chest started to hurt...like i was getting a heart attack or soemthing..ugh....i was so pissed bc i always have a sucky crew and we get busy and no one does teamwork and everyone so slow and stupid and ugh./ where are all the good ( Read more... ) -
waiting.....where are you....i miss you
why am i constantly thinking about u? why do you have this power? i dont even know you that well. u might be a lie. and how do u know that u know someone well? and how come some people can just make u smile? just when u see them? they make all the stress and everything just go away? i hate men....i really do..they are not even men...they are ( Read more... )