I don't know if I am right, but a few mins. ago while I was laying in bed...I realized I've lost my Identity.

It all started on Jan. 3rd 2006 when Robert Scott Petrisko moved back to VT from MD.  I always wanted this to happen, but as the years progressed I felt it was never really going to happen.  But after many times of Rob telling me he was ( Read more... )

For the past 10 yrs. I have always felt that the hardest thing for me to deal w/, would be losing Rob.  But last night we were talking & he kept giving me the same old line, "I don't know."  I'm so fucking sick of hearing "I don't know."  He has to know & he does know.  & I think its complete bs that he can never give me a straight answer.  I've ( Read more... )

I haven't written in forever...

Let's see since I have last wrote...Rob & I did the up & down rollarcoaster most of the summer.  He would decide that he couldn't see me b/c he needed to meet other chicks & he couldn't do that if I was apart of his life.  But then for some reason he would call me.  Right before I went back to school for my senior yr ( Read more... )

holy crap...I haven't written in forever...so here's a long ass update...inless I get bored writing it;)

I'll start w/ the end of school (I guess).  I did good on all my finals!  I made Dean's List w/ a 3.6:)  Peach made it w/ a 3.8 (I think).  I had fun on my 21st b-day!  Cassy, Kris, Christian, Jess & John came & went to Nick's w/ me!  I wrote my ( Read more... )

Well, I ended up falling asleep around 7:30am on V-day.  Missed my 8am class...went to my 2nd one, then drove to Bratt. & went to Wal-Mart, got Rob his v-day things.  Then went to see him.  Rob, Billy & I went to Bratt. Bowel & played pool, & then we went out to eat.  Then Rob & I watched Waiting (since I'm a server I thought it was funny)!  Then ( Read more... )

Ok, so Rob asked me out on the 5th of Feb.  So we've been dating for a week & 2 days.  First, I'll talk about that night & then go on to the shitty stuff.  Well, Kris, Christian, Rob & I went to the movies (on the way Rob drank his So Co.).  He finished it when he got to my house, along w/ my tattoo.  So yea, he did some't he said he wasn't ever ( Read more... )

Ok, so on Fri. Kris & I drove home.  We went to see Liz, Matt, & Dillan for a bit.  We had fun; Matt, Kris, & I actually had a conversation...it was fun!  Then Christian came over...we had a little issue w/ that...but Kris got her way in the end.  I watched Underworld & waited for Rob to call me...picked him up from work around...1:15am.  Talked w ( Read more... )

Last Fri. I was supposed go see Rob & his 'rents b/c they were in Greenfield, MA, but he was drunk & said he couldn't tell me directions.  So I went to Denny's

w/ Kris & Christian.  Rob called me & wanted me to bring him alcohol.  His dad yelled at me about being mean to his son.  I talked to his dad, mom, & his aunt.

His dad hung up on me & I ( Read more... )

So yesterday after class (9:15am) I drove to Bratt. so I could spend the day/night w/ Rob.  I got there around 10:30am & Rob woke up around 1:15pm.  We layed together for a bit & then went downstairs.  Then we chilled, ate dinner, watched my shows, fooled around a bit.  Then he said he was going downstairs & would be right back...well it turned out ( Read more... )

I went to my 2nd day of classes.  My first class was OK...the dude has never taught before, but he seems cool:)  My 2nd class was cool, but I still have to think of some't to do for my paper & presentation.  I'll call my mom tom. to ask her.  I went & got antibiotics, so my ear should be better by Friday.  I went to dinner.  I tried to read ch. 1 ( Read more... )