i really do miss the glory days of livejournal (c. 2001-2002.) this was one of the first "modern-day" networking/community websites that i really used with any regularity. over time, a lot of the users who made up that online community abandoned livejournal for the phenomenon that is myspace and/or facebook- including myself. don't get me wrong, i ( Read more... )

life at home is interesting. i'm back in my own tiny purple bedroom in our tiny brown house in tiny oakdale connecticut. i'm enjoying the company of my parents, emily, dot, and ariel. we're all keeping very warm in front of the woodstove ( Read more... )

i want to be poetic about this, about you. i can't. you certainly are a poem, but you are also so real. human. without pretense. everything has been so simple. no hesitation. smooth. when i speak of you, i speak matter-of-factly. i don't need to convince myself, or anyone else, that you are amazing. at choice moments, you are capable of quickening ( Read more... )

i have done everything i can to salvage whatever it is we had/have ( Read more... )

this just in: desire fucked integrity in four different positions last night.

"integrity finally won over desire."

now i certainly know which is/was worse, in regards to my own experience, and i think it's pretty obvious.

how depressing. find out if you are accidentally ingesting toxins or supporting animal testing.

i wonder which is worse:
to be in a relationship with someone who feels things that aren't there...
or to be with someone who chooses not to feel anything at all.

i decided that, instead of irritating all those around me, i would impose my rant on the livejournal community. this decision is based solely on the fact that all those un-interested can simply scroll right on past ( Read more... )