This doesn't pertain to anything remarkable, but I think it's worth mentioning ( Read more... )

Current condition: ( tired )

Well folks, I know only about four people read this, but if one extra person finds out then it's worth it ( Read more... )

I'm angry right now. Very much so. Not overtly, but seething, simmering beneath the surface. Sometimes so quietly that I forget it's there ( Read more... )

The denial is starting to lift now that she's gone. I say "starting" because I know that it will get worse, and I'm not looking forward to that. The level of emotional devastation I'm experiencing right now is... complete. That's the only word I can think of - every corner, every pore of my life is full of grief. Everywhere that there once was ( Read more... )

Hello to anyone that might still be reading this. Presently, I am sad ( Read more... )

Times have not been good. I had pneumonia (still kinda do) and got waaay behind in school. I might have to drop a bunch of my classes. Every aspect of life seems infinitely more complicated than it did a month ago; there are several reasons why, but I suppose the largest one is obvious. It's been tougher than I thought it would be. Oh well, it ( Read more... )

So I've decided to post something to this thing. Right now I'd say my main characteristic is my rapidly failing health. I got mono again a few weeks ago but got better pretty quickly. Now, though, I'm sick again, far more sick than I think I've been in a while, and odds are good that I have pneumonia. Brilliant. Anyway, life and school are ( Read more... )

I had a number of conversations - with different people - this weekend about the alleged intersections (and resulting incongruities) between science and religion. I noticed a ( number of things. )

I just had a pretty severe emotional/nervous breakdown. It was caused mainly by the fact that there is a large chance that I won't accomplish everything I want to in life. To most of you that is trivial; but to me, it's devastating. There's too much stuff that seems just beyond my grasp right now. It's hard to see through the fog to realize ( Read more... )