OMFG im never talking to my mom about anything ever again, im sick of her, im not telling her about ezy anymore, im not telling her about me n ben anymore, im not telling her shit. bcuz she treats me like shit, and bcuz everything i tell her about other people gets me in trouble. i told her about erne, and ther stuff that ezy has been going through ( Read more... )

yea well, yesterday was fun, ben picked me up at 7 in the morning, and we wnt to get his car fixed and man, it was freezing, then we went into walmart... and then we went home, and went to feed the cows, which i do have to put pix on here, theyre so aborable. anyway, then we went 4wheeling, and then went to get his car back, oh yea, we took a nap. ( Read more... )

heyyy ( Read more... )

GOD! SOOOOOO pissed off.. i thre the phone, almost ripped my hair out, and luckily, i cut my nails earlier, so i dont have nail indents in my arms [not trying to sound suicidal] i was just squeezing my arms... UGH bad bad bad bad BAD day... really bad day... the worst... all... spring break, even though its not spring break anymore, but omfg i am ( Read more... )

yea, another day of wasting away on my ass again.... it seems like the older i get, the less im allowed to do... i thought it was supposed to be that as u get older, u mature alot more. This is so stupid. My mom has absolutely no trust for me. i dont see why. i dont do drugs, i dont have sex with every guy i look at, i dont drink. i dont see what ( Read more... )

JESUS FUCKING CHRIST!

well, those were the best 25 minutes of my entire day... but now im bored, once again, and lonely not to mention. i think im just gonna go to sleep now... and hopefully i wont wake up. hopefully...

john never called me yet =(

yea i havent writtenin here in a while... sorry ( Read more... )

I think ive finally realized how badly i really do miss my dad... and how for some reason i have this undying love for him that will probably never go away... i think when ur born, and ur parents always talk about that feeling, where u never knew u could love someone so much, i think its the same for the kid too... and mines just too strong to let ( Read more... )

hmm yea some bitch keeps calling my phone ( Read more... )