Tonight was fantastic :)

Everything finally came together.
He finally stopped being an asshole (at least for ten minutes to make plans to meet up).
We talked.
For over five hours.

Well, we talked... and made up... yeah...

Of course, there will be space between for a while now, but at least we have each other on the same page.

Ugh, two weeks of stress ( Read more... )

He is partying right now ( Read more... )

I honestly feel that it is the end of the world for me.
I have never felt so lost.
So heartbroken.

I don't even know how it came to this.

I have been doing everything, and I mean EVERYTHING, in my power to make an effort at making things work. I have stopped myself from getting angry too soon, I have stopped myself from calling/texting too much. I ( Read more... )

Guess who is dating again?

:)

You know if this shit would have happened years ago, even only a few months ago, I would be feeling a lot different. I would probably be depressed. And just completely pissed off.

But I'm not :) I'm actually fairly... proud.

I'm not pissed off at him. I'm extremely disappointed. And a little annoyed.
But I'm pissed off at myself. For getting too ( Read more... )

So Chris and I have broken up.

It went better than I was expecting.

But knowing Chris, things will probably turn ugly.
I don't really blame him.
He's hurting right now, which is my fault.

I didn't want it to be this way, but I had to do what I felt was right.
And there is nothing wrong with that
Even for those of you who think me to be selfish.

But ( Read more... )

So wish me luck
Or peace
Or... anything.

But most of all...

Wish him luck.
Wish him peace.

That's all that I care about...
I just want him to be okay.

I think there is something wrong with me.
With my mind. With my way of thinking.

Please tell me there is nothing wrong with me...

And it's really weird.
I feel so lonely.

I don't know, I guess I was just so used to him always being there.
I mean, we did live together under the same roof for over two years.

I guess we'll see where everything goes.
Maybe it will get better.
Maybe it will get worse.
And maybe it will stay the same.
The problem is, I'm not sure whether or not the ( Read more... )

Comment and I'll give you a letter.
Then you have to list ten things you LOVE that begin with that letter.
Afterward, post this in your journal and give out some letters of your own.

shibbywoo gave me H

1. horses
2. hamburgers (with cheese. sneaky)
3. Halloween!
4. hawks
5. House
6. Heroes
7. HGTV
8. Heath Ledger
9. Haunted (by Chuck Palahniuk)
10. History of ( Read more... )