Mental breakdown
I honestly feel that it is the end of the world for me.
I have never felt so lost.
So heartbroken.
I don't even know how it came to this.
I have been doing everything, and I mean EVERYTHING, in my power to make an effort at making things work. I have stopped myself from getting angry too soon, I have stopped myself from calling/texting too much. I have pretty much been not myself to show him that I want to be with him THAT much. A few weeks ago, I was willing to say I wanted to spen the rest of my life with him (not jumping to such strong commitments too soon, of course. It was just a meaningful, an truthful, figureof speech).
And he has given me nothing in reuturn.
He jumps to conclusions immediately and begins yelling and building up an attitude when I just want to talk. He is not communicating with me. He isn't even trying!
And the worst part is that he is turning it around and placing the blame on me. Making me feel like shit.
He has become a heartless asshole. And I mean heartless.
What happened to the one that I loved for nearly four years.
I don't know what to do... This is honestly destroying me.