Oct 25, 2009 00:51
He is partying right now.
He called off our trip to Heber, the trip where we were going to talk about us and what we could do to make things work, because he supposedly needed to get things done. First it was work, then it was he had "chores" to take care of.
But no.
He's fucking partying.
I don't think that I have ever been this upset in my entire life.
I have never been this hurt.
This lost.
This confused.
This depressed.
I have never been so torn.
My heart is breaking.
And he doesn't care...