So, I went out with Dena tonight which was great!
(it had been way too long!)
And she helped me really get some shit into perspective.
I think I know where exactly my mind is right now.
And most importantly... what it wants.

I think I have made a decision.
It's going to suck, and it's going to be extremely hard.

But it needs to happen.

It's just about ( Read more... )

I'm really sick. It sucks. I never get sick!
But I guess that when I do, it gets crazy.

Haha, and I bruised my pelvis! walking into the corner of some stupid table
It's horrendous. It's purple, almost black, and there are all these red blotches all over.
It looks almost like my skin is splitting apart.
Gross.
I think the funniest part about it is that ( Read more... )

Yeah, It's been a while.
A long while...

There's not much different, well, at least as far as physically. And anything else that can be seen by the human eye.

I don't know what it is.
My mind is just running a million miles a second.
I want this, I want that.
I need this.

I miss that...

I'm so confused.

But I'll get over it. I always do. I just hope ( Read more... )

It's about damn time.

That's all that I really have to say.

Good night, good people, good time. Yay for drinking!

And fuck assholes. They really suck, and know perfectly well how to make you feel like shit

I feel kind of... unloved.

Yeah

I need to find a new boy... or man. Whatever. I need someone to crush on. Someone to pursue. Someone to give me butterflies every time they are near.

Damn Texas for stealing the only one who was more than worth it. I miss Sterling. He was fucking cute. And I could have had him. Easy.

Kind of ironic that Chris is moving to Texas as soon as we break ( Read more... )

So I have seen two of the greatest movies in my life within a few days...

First, there was "Into the Wild". Beautiful. Perfect. It was everything I expected, and so much more. It was brilliant! I couldn't believe the feeling I got when I watched every fantastic moment of that movie. The emotion afterward was... I cannot even begin to try and ( Read more... )

Sorry, but I'm excited. I had nothing to do with the making of this journal (it was all Dena and Esther like 4 years ago), and now that everyone is making new ones or changing a lot of things, I figured I should take a jump on the bandwagon.

So I made a few new user pics.

You should check them out.... if you can...? Sorry, I still don't get this ( Read more... )

So, Chris and I have broken up. I think most anyone who reads this already knows ( Read more... )

so inadequate.

so many emotions and thoughts and feelings swimming around and confusing the shit out of me.

i don't know what to do or say.

hooray for being 21!