I write this cause I need an outlet. My life as of now is shit. I have no outlet for stress. I haven't done a thing I truly enjoy in months and it's wearing on me. Classes and grades are always there and it's getting to the breaking point. I'm not book smart and I know this thus I have little confidence to go with my studying. I don't learn ( Read more... )

Nights of 3 parties rock.

Ok. while I can handle stress fine during my waking hours apparently I am not so good with it in my sleep. This month needs to be over so that this stuff is gone and I don't hurt myself anymore. Everynight I wake up with a sudden jerk to the slightest sound. Living in Cedar Village means I wake up many times. I am having nightmares that would ( Read more... )

So I am now 21. When I get over this sick feeling I'll tell you how it feels. I made the mistake of celebrating it at TDX and letting AJ and Seeing John take me to B-Dubs at midnight. (sick feeling getting worse) To make a long story short... I woke up in the VIP room at 630 and wasn't feeling undrunk until noon today ( Read more... )

From the moment I sat in my car on my way back to EL I knew that something was going to happen to me involving it. I stopped on the side of the road and did a walk around trying to see if anything was wrong. Nothing was and by the time I parked it had escaped my mind. That is when it came. I the span of 30 minutes I went from worrying about ( Read more... )

I love these days where I can sleep in. They are so very relaxing especially since Colin is gone. I have the place to myself agian ( Read more... )

I rock!

This has just been a great weekend. Was up at my cottage on Saturday and got to see some of my cousins. It has been a while since I was last up and I had nearly forgotten how peaceful that place makes me. I rebuilt the dock (again) and put in the hoist, played around on the wave-runner, laid by the lake and met the new neighbors. Didn't have a ( Read more... )

Last night was some good times. I would also like to say that the trunk of a car is not the best place to take a nap but is better than having random food shoved inside a passed outs mouth.

I love being in East Lansing this summer. The campus is much better with only a few thousand instead of 44,000. The people at work are awesome and the job isn't bad. If I can stay on top of my class this should be a fantastic summer. The only thing that really makes me frown is being away from the people I care about. It is a shock to be away ( Read more... )