frazzled

[pilotsolo820]

I write this cause I need an outlet. My life as of now is shit. I have no outlet for stress. I haven't done a thing I truly enjoy in months and it's wearing on me. Classes and grades are always there and it's getting to the breaking point. I'm not book smart and I know this thus I have little confidence to go with my studying. I don't learn

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[spoiled_bylove]

( I really hope you didn't get the last comment I attempted to post...under the wrong livejournal name...)

anyways...it was good to see you guys on Halloween.

and in case Matt didn't tell you...I'm sure he wouldn't, cause his pride is too big...I was checking you out in that uniform ;-)

And if you ever need to talk, I'm on AIM...almost always. Ignore the angry away messages...they're directed to my EX-boyfriend...to whom I referred to above. :-P I miss you guys.

And I guess now I'm allowed to check you out ;-) lol!

I hope you feel better soon!!

(and again...ignore the previous comment-if you got it...thats what happens when I have multiple peoples passwords and stuff saved on this dumb computer)

[pilotsolo820]

OMG!! So many questions. When? Why? Huh? You two. No idea. sad. Anyway the whole checking me out thing. Yeah, made me giggle. Thanks. As you surely know you are welcome to visit us anytime and we would love to see you. I'm on my computer most of the time but never come off from away. So if you want to reach me give it a try. I'll answer if I'm here. Tootles.

[spoiled_bylove]

you might be able to figure out the "why?" better than I can...

apparently he needs "time and space"...and the opportunity to see other people...by the way, if you see him with other people...kill him for me.

I miss you guys...not sure when the next time is that I'll make it up to State, but I'll be sure to stop by and visit. :-) this break-up thing might not be forever...he says he can still see us together in the future...we just don't know when that is quite yet...

glad I could make you smile by checking you out though ;-)