i'm really starting to dislike the person i'm becoming

last night was sort of fucked up. i found out a lot about myself. not only from what happened later on, the whole day was an experience. i learned that ( Read more... )

so weird looking at pictures of the people i grew up with on facebook. i remember all their faces from when we were little kids now they're these people i see around school or at the mall or on tv, people i don't know. so weird.

alicia misses syracuse and so does kevin but i don't. there's nothing here anymore, only the guys i train with but they're so much older i feel isolated and almost seperate even though i shouldn't. it snowed today and i'm starting to feel lousy already. rain and snow and more rain and snow ( Read more... )

somebody ate the rest of it. holy shit what the fuck i'm so mad seriously

( shit shit )

so tonight after watching a movie and a half with amelia i went home and decided to stop at a gas station on the way back for a frozen ice cream treat. i walked in thinking of getting an ice cream sandwich, or a drumstick or something of the sort. as i neared the ice cream section of the brightly lit freezers i noticed the ben and jerry's selection ( Read more... )

i feel so so torn between everything ( Read more... )

yeah, olivia, you're right.

Your Existing Situation

Seeks to express the need for identification in a sensitive and intimate atmosphere where esthetic or emotional delicacy can be protected and nurtured.

Your Stress Sources The existing situation is disagreeable. Feels lonely and uncertain as he has an unsatisfied need to ally himself with ( Read more... )

( for the most part we all just use these things to bitch and pretend we know something about life. )

man why's everything always changing.