having a girlfriend won't solve all of your problems. probably it would just end up creating more in the long run. i think you're just lumping all of the things you're unhappy about into one thing- the fact that you don't have a girlfriend- in order to avoid dealing with them
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.. too late sold my cab. i'm totally fucking my life up dude. i've always been so scared of change. maybe that's why i'm working so hard to change things, some twisted form of self destruction? i hate being weak and crying over little shit, i want to be hard as nails and not care about anything.
but i know you're right, you always are. sometimes it's a little scary how well you know me, maybe even scarier how little every one else does. i didn't mean to blow you off the other night like that, i'm just lost in a big cloud of everything and have no idea what's going on anymore. but that's no excuse, my priority that night should have been you and i was stupid to fuck it up, i hate it when you're mad at me. i'll call you and actually come through next time, much love.
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but i know you're right, you always are. sometimes it's a little scary how well you know me, maybe even scarier how little every one else does. i didn't mean to blow you off the other night like that, i'm just lost in a big cloud of everything and have no idea what's going on anymore. but that's no excuse, my priority that night should have been you and i was stupid to fuck it up, i hate it when you're mad at me. i'll call you and actually come through next time, much love.
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