School has started and its been a whirlwind and for a moment, I've forgotten about you. I mean, I haven't really, but I've tried. I am working on ignorance. It's worked so far: it's been a week. It's been a month. I am working on following the social queues, and doing what I am supposed to do. But I can't live in the black and white anymore, I am ( Read more... )

This summer is coming to an ending, and quickly. I am ready for it to come, but I'll miss the long days and long nights of fun ( Read more... )

I was trying not to think about anything of the past, I was trying to "be." And it was almost working, but not completely, and so I was silent. Hookah made my soul completely at ease, and I watched those around me and thought about the sky and its beauty and the light from the moon and how it is really from the sun ( Read more... )

An evening to make me crazy, with my sister's friend and one of my best, or at least most famous, to cheer me up. Now that was a good time, indeed. Especially when my famous best friend became my hero for an evening ( Read more... )

You see, it was all about the fact that the positive battery connector was not good. It was green, and gross, and needed to be cleaned. I wish that Corky had caught that last week when my car was at the shop, but I guess we can't always pay that much attention. Then I had to call my famous friend and ask him if he could take some minutes out of his ( Read more... )

Summer. Escalating into such a good one, this 2006 shorten fantastic summer. Another day, another accident in my not-so-trusty Volvo, and I am just waiting for the day it blows up. Driving on the highway, my tire just decided that it didn't want to be attached anymore. In the fast lane, coming up on a entrance ramp and nearby a bridge, I pulled ( Read more... )

Summer is seeping into my heart and I am allowing it to teem with all of the sadness and pain that has been swimming around and holding a monopoly lately in my chest cavity. A couple of nights with the ones I love...A Nessa to talk to for two hours, in hushed voices for fear of the little sisters hearing us. In the kitchen, which is where I like it ( Read more... )

Stella. I can't even begin to explain how much of a great child she is. It is just amazing to me how good she can be and I have never once had to think to myself, "Uh, Stella tonight. That'll be hard." She just...smiles. I arrived and she immediately could be heard over the baby walkie talkie, saying, "Jennie? Hi Jennie!" She didn't want me to ( Read more... )

A good night. Another summer night that just screamed "This is what summer is about." Heading out to my canton-brothers, I was excited to see him in the first time since Christmas break. Driving there, tunes up, I was happy and the sun was shining and I was ready. I pulled up, after not getting lost, and there he was, newly awake from his short nap ( Read more... )

Back from Europe. Tired, exhausted, but I am back and in one piece, and I am thankful for that. Emotions are askew, and my mind is racing but too tired to process everything that seems to come my way ( Read more... )