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I dont like who I am anymore. I dont like who I become when I'm with you. I'm always upset. Disappointed. Sick. Its not fair to me and its not fair to you. I dont want to be "that girl". You know what I need and you dont do it. Or you cant. Idc the reasoning anymore. I just want things to get better, whether thats with or without you. Either step ( Read more... ) -
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On a good note, I lost 2 pounds! 3 to go :) -
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Had a good day!! I usually only post when I have a bad day but I refuse to have a bad day. Today I've kept myself busy and got my nails done and took a super long walk and just have been very productive. Who knows how long it will take Steve to figure out his life, but I refuse to sit around and wait. So I'm living my life and keeping busy enough ( Read more... ) -
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Watching Definitely Maybe with Stacy and B. Was talking to Steve and always starts with joking around and ends up with me frustrated bc I want him and he doesnt want me ( Read more... ) -
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Its scary how I am another year older and no where close to where I want to be. I'm happy with my job and make good money in a failing economy. I have a better family than anyone could dream of. I have great friends that stay away from drama. I should be happy! And I am to a certain extent. I have a great life, but I'm ready for the next step. I ( Read more... ) -
Cant believe I'm posting when I'm in FL
The FL trip isnt going as well as I would have liked. Having fun, but definitely isnt helping anything between Steve and I. He wants to do bars. I want to do everglades. idk. stupid things keep interferring. Always seems to be something. And just to keep things exciting, Blake text me Sunday night. Ignores me for a few months, then decides to text ( Read more... ) -
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Weird weekend. Steve and I went shopping Saturday and somehow we got on the subject of how we feel like we're just friends; not a couple. He was asking me questions about Blake! Discussing the difference between love and "in love". I said I love him, but I'm not in love with him anymore, and he said the same. I know he's trying, but I want more. ( Read more... ) -
OverAnalytical Karla Makes a ComeBack
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Last night was great. What happened tonight? I cant do this by myself. I'm tired of being alone. And now you say you were sleeping. Redemtion. lol.
"He's Just Not That Into You"
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Natasha Bedingfield - Soulmate
Incompatible, it don't matter though ( Read more... )