just a random question to, well no one...why can't life just be easy for one friggin day of my life, just one day of complete and total happiness is that so much to ask? *hannah*

***so on a GOOD note: although i am still completely petrified to be back in the single world b/c there was a slight bit of time when i was actually happy with my life the pain has eased to a horrific "my heart feels like it's bein stepped on" instead of the all-too-well-known "my heart feels like it is being clawed at and i can't eat anything b/c ( Read more... )

on a scale of one to ten...one being "my life is completely in shambles and i hope i just get hit by a car so that i can be put out of my misery" and ten being "i'm so happy with my life that i could literally just pee my pants"...i am at a zero and zero is "if i have to live one more day feeling like this then it is quite possible that i am going ( Read more... )

so here's the question that i so desperately need the answer to: if no matter how good things are and how happy you are it always ends up gettin messed up by something then what's even the point of tryin to be happy and then while on the topic then what's even the point of life if you just eventually lose everything you gain? *hannah*

UGH!

so today was horrid. i got sick this morning. then i was late. then my boyfriend and his weird personalitiness wouldn't kiss me all day b/c he doesn't like PDA (what kind of guy doesn't like PDA...i guess it could be worse though...he could have his tongue down my throat all day). then i find out he's gettin a cheerleader to be his escort at ( Read more... )

so today has been a strange day....kinda good, kinda bad, kinda just there. there are a few orders of business to be discussed at the present time however ( Read more... )

1. Copy this whole list into your journal ( Read more... )

ok so i'm starting to feel better...FINALLY. it's been long enough after all. but anyways the next few days i actually have plans so it's gonna be crazy ( Read more... )

so my throat feels like i recently swallowed glass, i have the "chills" so i'm in sweatpants and a sweatshirt in july when it's 110 degrees outside (literally), i have no appetite whatsoever, i can actually feel my heart beaten a billion times per minute, and my head feels like there's a little midget punching the side of it over and over again. in ( Read more... )