i think i can do this...i think with help from other people and with some faith i can do this. *hannah*

sidebar: is there a reason you can't look people in the eyes when you talk to them because that really has ( Read more... )

so after readin elliott's last entry i find myself pissed off at the world. so i gave him the correct advice (that he probably won't take). and i know that even though i should take my own advice...i never will. and therefore, i will spend the next few weeks and maybe even months or years in misery thinkin about what "could have been" or what "i so ( Read more... )

so corey got hurt really bad last night at the game and he had to be taken to the hospital. i had a nervous breakdown and was scared out of my mind. i don't think you realize how much people really mean to you until something horrible happens and you realize that if you lost them you'd totally lose yourself. it's even harder to come to that ( Read more... )

ok so in my last entry i was a bit fiesty and i am sooo sorry! ok so i just now realized that even though the last two weeks of my life have felt like everything was over for me it has this strange way of coming together in the end. i'm going to usca and i'm majoring in sociology. i wanna live in lexington for the rest of my life and i want to ( Read more... )

everybody feels like they have to have these "life changing" things. people feel like they should admit their mistakes and become a better person on the inside. i think it's a load of crap. nobody's honestly GOOD on the inside. and as cynical as this sound everybody looks out for themselves and that's that. it never fails if you get in someones way ( Read more... )

everybody feels like they have to have these "life changing" things. people feel like they should admit their mistakes and become a better person on the inside. i think it's a load of crap. nobody's honestly GOOD on the inside. and as cynical as this sound everybody looks out for themselves and that's that. it never fails if you get in someones way ( Read more... )

everybody feels like they have to have these "life changing" things. people feel like they should admit their mistakes and become a better person on the inside. i think it's a load of crap. nobody's honestly GOOD on the inside. and as cynical as this sound everybody looks out for themselves and that's that. it never fails if you get in someones way ( Read more... )

so we had "the talk" and i think it went ok even though it did kinda feel like we were attaching caroline. and now she seems to go out of her way to talk to kev but she doesn't say a word to me...even though me and kev said the EXACT same things to her which kinda makes me a bit angry ( Read more... )

so it's funny how a week ago i was perfectly happy. and then within a day or two everything went down the crapper. lost the boyfriend (whom i really really like) and what makes that worse is the fact that i know it was all my fault, now things are rocky with some of my good friends and why you ask?...i dont' know. and now i'm rethinkin pretty much ( Read more... )