while on the subject...
so after readin elliott's last entry i find myself pissed off at the world. so i gave him the correct advice (that he probably won't take). and i know that even though i should take my own advice...i never will. and therefore, i will spend the next few weeks and maybe even months or years in misery thinkin about what "could have been" or what "i so greatly ruined in my life". and what's so strange about it is that one day i'll be fine (friday for example) and then the next day i'll feel like i could just die and make the world a better place at that very moment. and everytime i start to feel better this certain girl from school who is supposedly my "friend" finds it necessary to bring corey up in some form that really makes me green with envy and it also pisses me off. and also i finally was kinda likin this guy i work with a little bit and i was finally relieved b/c i could focus on somethin other than corey for like 2 seconds of my pathedic life...only to find out that another girl i work with also likes him completely crushin my "thinkin about somethin else" plan b/c i don't like him enough to piss her off about it. so now i'm right back where i started. in love with someone who doesn't love me. everyone should try it...you know the feeling of havin your heart torn out of you and then stepped on constantly (even while u're sleeping...and yes i did have a dream about corey night and yes i was completely miserable w/out him in my dream too!!!). but yeah that's all the complaining i have for one day so maybe later i'll come back and life will be good again...u never know. there's always hope (ok no there's not but i'm gonna pretend anyways). *hannah*