i'm not even close to the person i was in january, much less the person i was a simple few weeks ago. i guess i can only blame myself for everything, because i should have known that when you put your everything into one person, you're eventually going to lose everything. *hannah*

should have known better

well i love him and i love this and this is great!!! that's all!!!
*hannah*

well it's been about 4 months and sooooo much has happened that i'm not even gonna attempt to tell the long tale...but in my past i always had the "question for pondering" so today, to make up for time lost, i'm gonna just have a whole list of them. so here it goes ( Read more... )

so i have this strange feeling that i should probably never write in this "live journal" thing again...and therefore...i'm never going to write in the "live journal" thing again. so bye bye i guess. *hannah*

ok so kev and i are now talkin' but things just aren't the same you know? and i hate that we seem to not be best friends anymore...i mean we don't barely ever even talk just to talk. it sucks pretty much. oh and yeah after mikie completely had me and himself convinced that he was ready for an actual serious relationship, he then realized thursday ( Read more... )

so kev & i r'nt talkin @ all currently. my choice, not his. believe me...i hate not bein able to talk to my best friend n the entire world, but if that's what it takes then that's what it takes. am i right? oh and i'm "talkin" to mikie again supposedly. let's c how long this lasts, not that i don't want it to b/c i honestly do, just mikie's got a ( Read more... )

so they say that there is a moment in your life when you realize that you've found the person you want to be with forever. i never really understood that. i thought, you know, that it had to grow, that you'd see that in time. until friday. i mean, i know it sounds crazy, but after the game i just had the gut feeling that i should just go home ( Read more... )

so after this week...i think i realize that although there will always be moments when you feel like you can't do it...that in the end you can do anything you really put your mind too. so whether the people around me change or not...i can personally change. that's all i actually have to say. *hannah*

so it's only like 6:30 in the morning and i'm already in a bad mood a bit. i'm a lil bit nervous to go to school today just due to the fact that about 36.985 people totally hate my guts for reasons that even i don't understand. and also due to the fact that i talked to corey for like an hour last night which is the more than we've talked the last ( Read more... )