LIFE GOES ON!!!!
so today has been a strange day....kinda good, kinda bad, kinda just there. there are a few orders of business to be discussed at the present time however:
ONE:hannah and josh got married today. she made the wrong choice and most everyone knows it. i wanted to object but i know that she had made up her mind and there was no way anyone, including myself, could convince her otherwise. and the worst thing of it all is that the guy that i just know she's supposed to be with WAS AT THE WEDDING. how ironic is that i ask?
TWO:today i chose to open up to a few people who i had never really given a chance to in the past. and you know what? it was great. i had a whole lot of fun and i think i'm actually gonna enjoy work from now on.
THREE:so i think my "wonderful" boyfriend has forgotten that i actually exist. so first of all he screwed up on wednesday and was like "i'm so so sorry..it's never gonna happen again". then we went out with care on thursday and everything was great and wonderful and blah blah blah. but then thursday night he went to his football weekend long practice thing that finished up late this afternoon. and he hasn't called me in two days. now normally i wouldn't care but i really don't want anything to go wrong with him and plus now i have had some strange feelings towards two other people (one care knows about and the other's at work...don't even go there at the moment ok?) just today alone and i don't want to. i want my boyfriend to call me and i wanna think about HIM not other guys you know. i mean honestly i know it shouldn't but it bothers me that he hasn't just taken two minutes to call me and tell me he loves me.
FOUR:went by and saw mr.butch today. we talked for like 15 minutes actual. i really really miss kevin still. he'll be home in only a week (yay!). but at the moment i'm having a few issues with kevin, well not with him personally but it's an issue that revolves around him. but that issue will be left nameless b/c that's a whole different story.
and that's about it for today...i know i know it's a whole lot of mixed emotions and sadness and happiness for one day isn't it? i must be on drugs for real. haha. but anyways peace out. *hannah*
ONE:hannah and josh got married today. she made the wrong choice and most everyone knows it. i wanted to object but i know that she had made up her mind and there was no way anyone, including myself, could convince her otherwise. and the worst thing of it all is that the guy that i just know she's supposed to be with WAS AT THE WEDDING. how ironic is that i ask?
TWO:today i chose to open up to a few people who i had never really given a chance to in the past. and you know what? it was great. i had a whole lot of fun and i think i'm actually gonna enjoy work from now on.
THREE:so i think my "wonderful" boyfriend has forgotten that i actually exist. so first of all he screwed up on wednesday and was like "i'm so so sorry..it's never gonna happen again". then we went out with care on thursday and everything was great and wonderful and blah blah blah. but then thursday night he went to his football weekend long practice thing that finished up late this afternoon. and he hasn't called me in two days. now normally i wouldn't care but i really don't want anything to go wrong with him and plus now i have had some strange feelings towards two other people (one care knows about and the other's at work...don't even go there at the moment ok?) just today alone and i don't want to. i want my boyfriend to call me and i wanna think about HIM not other guys you know. i mean honestly i know it shouldn't but it bothers me that he hasn't just taken two minutes to call me and tell me he loves me.
FOUR:went by and saw mr.butch today. we talked for like 15 minutes actual. i really really miss kevin still. he'll be home in only a week (yay!). but at the moment i'm having a few issues with kevin, well not with him personally but it's an issue that revolves around him. but that issue will be left nameless b/c that's a whole different story.
and that's about it for today...i know i know it's a whole lot of mixed emotions and sadness and happiness for one day isn't it? i must be on drugs for real. haha. but anyways peace out. *hannah*