i remember when he'd do everything to help me ( Read more... )

I liked that most. When you looked at me, not for my body, but for who I am, everything that I am. When I'm shirtless, but still in my underwear; when I've opened my heart and you're talking to me; when you're showing me your past; when you're introducing me to your world; when you're telling me your dreams; when you bleed talking about your pain.

fuck me like i'm nothing ( Read more... )

i cant do this anymore. i thought i knew what i wanted, but in the end, i have no idea ( Read more... )

when i was with you,
back in the beginning,
i lost the darkness in my head.
i lost the darkness.

it haunts me to the bone how much i wish i couldve done things differently. 

be the hands that hold mine
be the lips that smiles at me.
be the voice that luls me to sleep
be the one who lights up my darkness.

hold me
kiss me
sing to me
comfort me.

be here.
even though you're not here yet
exist
even though i havent found you yet.

so stupid ( Read more... )

sometimes, you make me so angry ( Read more... )

remnants of who i am will disappear i know
you need them out of your life...
but...
it'll hurt.
but i'll brace for it.
and it'd be alright.
it'd be alright.

after all, this is what i wanted.
this is what i want.