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[paradoxicangel]

i remember when he'd do everything to help me
without question
without needing me to ask.
i remember he'd just BE.
i remember he'd do everything he can to fix the things he could
and he understood when there are things he couldnt.
i remember when i had him as my friend.
why couldnt things just stay that way.
why did he have to go.
i miss you nick.

i dont understand why you dont see that i hneed help with those things too.
i dont see why you dont see that sometimes i just need you to come
and just offer to just be with me.
if i dont want to travel,
you come.
simple as that
stupid fuck.