"it's ok, they'll be as good at it as you suck at it. It wouldn't matter. When it's right, the effort you have to make Would be natural."
Thanks Aedan, so true

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I know I need substantiation in my life. But I don’t know what I want, where I'll go, who I want to be. What is my future? Who am I now? What do I need? Where am I going? I have no answers to any of the questions in my life ( Read more... )

I am so in love with you. the way you smile, the way you move. the way you think, the way youre so driven. the way you feel with all of you.


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being wiith her, around her, i didnt have to be any certain way ( Read more... )

i cant fucking do this anymore.
fuck.

i hate everything about you
every thing about you makes my mind coil
everything you do makes me mad

what am i doing?

i cant fucking do this anymore.
fuck.
i just need to live my life.

its not even beautiful anymore.
nothing is.

i will never commit myself to anything longer than a degree again.
fuck it all.

fuck it.
from now on, I'm just going to do everything on my own.
being with people just isn't worth it.
I wish I had gone out alone to have pad thai then see divergent by myself. fucking hell. I needed it to be good so badly. I need it to get through work and to get through making life decisions.

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i dont know how i feel anymore. i just want to cry,. i dont want to do anything. and i want to do everything.

argh. why does my head make my reality so much more complicated than it really is.