so its the new year and i decided to start a new...so im getting rid of this journal and starting a new one...for anyone who gives a whoot..my new username is misztwiggy ....so there ya go...later old journal...xoxoxo one more ting...if anyone wants to ever contact me...my house number is 347 350-8101...so give me a ring..

well life pretty much turned to shit...so much drama has been happinig its driving me crazy...i'm dealingg with so much bullshit right now...and i'm trying to do right...but i'm not moving fast enough...im such a fuck up man...im fucking alone back to square one...i'm a sucky friend, a bad daughter and i deserve this....life is kicking me in the " ( Read more... )

ok..well im at poojs now...and its so friggin cold..i got to shower finally after like 2 days...and well i'm happy bout that...but other than that..ive been feeling like shit...i dunno..been thinking a lot about my life and how unhappy with it...i am, and have been thinking about ways to fix it...i dunno..i need to like do something that would be ( Read more... )

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well...talked to my mama like the other day..and it was such a worthless conversation...she just called me to apologize and also tell me how much of a dissapointment i am for leaving..its funny how she acts as if i had no real raeson to leave the way i did...and she starts apologizing like im supposed to say, "sorry mom, i'll move my ass right back ( Read more... )

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i have so much shit in my head now...i keep thinking about old shit, and shit that i miss...i talked to chris online lastnight and i've missed some of our conversations..i dunno i still wouldnt go out with him again, cause of some of his jerkyness but i still miss some of those times that shared...we had some great days...some really wonderful ( Read more... )

oh man...LAST NIGHT WAS OH SO FUCKING GREAT! man ok...Jay..thanks for letting us use ur place....hot party...shaked my ass..got drunk, high ass fuck and danced with mad ppl....oh god shit was fun...i have a hangover at work and i dont fucking give a shit...man mad rookies there..mad ppl fell out but this here party biznatch stayed up and kicking... ( Read more... )

god...yesterday was superfabuloso....mucho fun..^_ ( Read more... )