Well Becky and I are officially over... I said my final goodbye and am better for it. I packed up everything that would remind me of her... it was nice to wander down that little path of memories for a few moments... It all didn't seem so much a waste.. She was always a great person, just too easily affected by everything around her... including me ( Read more... )

Well I don't feel like opening this entry with a song... it detracts from my entries... I only ever did it so people could tell ahead of time through the music how I was... this time I can explain it in one word: horrible ( Read more... )

Well... yeah... guess I am going to steal this thing from Erin and thus a ton of people too :-) Forgive my theft, it is for the sake of fun ( Read more... )

And I'm addicted to your punishment... and you're the master... and I am waiting for disaster... I feel irrational, so confrontational, to tell the truth I am, getting away with murder, It isn't possible, to ever tell the truth, but the reality is, I am getting away with murder, getting away, getting away, getting away... I'll drink my drink... and ( Read more... )

I keep your photograph, I know it serves me well, I wanna hold you high, and steal your pain... because Im broke, when I'm lonesome, and I dont feel right when you're gone away, You're gone away, you dont feel me here... anymore... The worst is over now and we can breathe again, I wanna hold you high and steal that pain away, there's so much left ( Read more... )

I will go down as your lover, your friend... Give me your lips and with one kiss we begin... Are you afraid of being alone?... Cause I am, I'm lost without you... Are you afraid of leaving tonight?... Cause I am, I'm lost without you... I'll leave my room open till sunrise for you... I'll keep my eyes patiently focused on you... Where are you now I ( Read more... )

and pretend to restore what we have and hold on... at times like these...it's obvious... I saw you again... I know you fucked him again... can you comfort yourself with a sense of revenge... are you leaving me here with the taste of the end... at times like these... it's obvious... at times like these... it's obvious... I saw you again and again ( Read more... )

telling you its ok, and everything happens for a reason, when you lose a part of yourself, to somebody you know, it takes a lot to let go, every breath that you remember, pictures fade away, but memeory is forever, an empty chair at all the tables, an I'll be seeing you when all my days boil down, but its better where you're going anyway, I'm sorry ( Read more... )

I know that getting started can be rough, In your smile you seem grateful, I felt good about myself, thats until the day you showed me, you dont need anybody else, Whyd you have to go, and make me say these things about you, Whyd you have to turn around, after all that weve been through, I figured all the memories were proof enough, to maybe open ( Read more... )

Please help me cause im breaking down... this pictures frozen and I cant get out yeah!... release me... Im just as lost as you... believe me... Im just as lost as you... And everytime I think I finally made it.. I learn Im farther away than I have ever, been, before... I see the clock its ticking away... and the hourglass empty... what the FUCK DO ( Read more... )