"I wanted you to know, that I love the way you laugh, I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph, I know it serves me well, I wanna hold you high, and steal your pain... because Im broke, when I'm lonesome, and I dont feel right when you're gone away, You're gone away, you dont feel me here... anymore... The worst is over now and we can breathe again, I wanna hold you high and steal that pain away, there's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight, I wanna hold you high and steal your pain... cause I'm broken, when I'm open, and I dont feel right, cause I'm strong enough, Cause I'm broken... when I'm lonesome, and I dont feel right, when you're gone away... Cause I'm broken, when I'm open, I don't feel right, and I'm strong enough, Cause I'm broken, when I'm lonesome, and I don't feel right, when you're gone away... Cause I'm broken, when I'm lonesome, and I don't feel right, when you're gone... You've gone away, you don't feel me here... anymore...
Seether featuring Amy Lee - Broken
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Had the perfect second song... a few angsty numbers with which I could use to describe how I feel... but alas... for fear of error I will not post them. I guess just lonely is my new favorite emotion, and old friend come to visit on a bleak and stormy day. I have to finish working out and getting ready for work here in a few, but I was compelled to type here. I guess a sense of duty to the fact that most of my most important moments are, in one way or another cataloged here, is the reason behind that. You see, my Becky has left me for school in Pittsburgh... how does one be happy for someone, yet know that this change could drive one back to the brink of maddness?... I have of late been troubled by a rash of "unlike me ness"... I have become more empathetic than before and a lot less energized... I guess I have no outlets any longer... When my best friend Erin and I could hang out I had so much more energy, mayhap I fed of her excess... which was quite abundant... What a fun person ooo ooo I recently saw her... Oh how happy it made me :_) ... But yes, my Becky is gone and... I dont know... its only been 2 days and I couldnt sleep either day... I find myself worried about her more than us... feeling more or less trapped by distance... A long-armed oni without the reach to reach even her... I've become much more introverted... almost to the point of muteness... save in my typing such as here... How does one overcome the habit of their thoughts focusing on a sole person and that sole person alone?... I am light headed when thinking of how much I miss her... and how sorry I am for acting so short tempered as of late... but as I tried to explain to her... How else would someone who puts up with too much change to like change react?... I know I felt aggitated and scared... and few things scare me so much that I get confrontational... after all, I am a pacifist in physical action and an attemptive one at verbal action... Ah well my time draws to a close... I shall soon return... well about 8 o clock... damned place be damned :-) oh a pun... hahahaha.... well... that helped... later all...
Seether featuring Amy Lee - Broken
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Had the perfect second song... a few angsty numbers with which I could use to describe how I feel... but alas... for fear of error I will not post them. I guess just lonely is my new favorite emotion, and old friend come to visit on a bleak and stormy day. I have to finish working out and getting ready for work here in a few, but I was compelled to type here. I guess a sense of duty to the fact that most of my most important moments are, in one way or another cataloged here, is the reason behind that. You see, my Becky has left me for school in Pittsburgh... how does one be happy for someone, yet know that this change could drive one back to the brink of maddness?... I have of late been troubled by a rash of "unlike me ness"... I have become more empathetic than before and a lot less energized... I guess I have no outlets any longer... When my best friend Erin and I could hang out I had so much more energy, mayhap I fed of her excess... which was quite abundant... What a fun person ooo ooo I recently saw her... Oh how happy it made me :_) ... But yes, my Becky is gone and... I dont know... its only been 2 days and I couldnt sleep either day... I find myself worried about her more than us... feeling more or less trapped by distance... A long-armed oni without the reach to reach even her... I've become much more introverted... almost to the point of muteness... save in my typing such as here... How does one overcome the habit of their thoughts focusing on a sole person and that sole person alone?... I am light headed when thinking of how much I miss her... and how sorry I am for acting so short tempered as of late... but as I tried to explain to her... How else would someone who puts up with too much change to like change react?... I know I felt aggitated and scared... and few things scare me so much that I get confrontational... after all, I am a pacifist in physical action and an attemptive one at verbal action... Ah well my time draws to a close... I shall soon return... well about 8 o clock... damned place be damned :-) oh a pun... hahahaha.... well... that helped... later all...