i'm really confused. every single aspect of my life lacks balance. that is why i'm moody. which might explain what i'm confused about, it's hard for me to even say. i feel like an idiot. am i an idiot? i don't need favors. they make me feel like a fuck and i definitley don't need that. maybe i'm just stupid, but i don't know what's going on. i don' ( Read more... )

i will always find a way to procrastinate no matter what. i still haven't written my paper. i came home from work, picked my sister up from work, took a bath, played with random objects in my room and played dress up. finally came down here to get crackin and stumble upon this little thing and of course i simply can't resist. i really like the mood ( Read more... )

oooooooooii. i have to go to work and write a ten page paper today. the last thing i wanted to do was leave his warm bed. now i am here, and it is time to go get changed into my stupid work clothes. after i get just a few papers out of the way, then i really will be finished. i sort of convinced myself that school was already over the past few days ( Read more... )

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now that i have bats in my cam, and i actually have a computer at my own disposal, i think i will start posting more pictures. then you will see.

i just woke up and i'm cold. fup dis fuppin bull sit. i'm going to get in the shower and then start my fun-filled spectacular day that i'm about to have.

it is official that i no longer have control of the way my brain functions ( Read more... )

it's winter now. officially. freal. i thought halloween was like a week ago. i remember when i was little, the distance between halloween and christmas was so enormous. snow is pretty and fun sometimes but i fucking hate driving in it. ice is just too damn slippery. i have had so many near-death experiences driving/riding in it. and walking in it ( Read more... )

i am one twisted freaky bitch. i am in a good mood. after last night being spent doing things that were most definitely not what i should have been doing, which was writing my paper, i decided before going to bed at 4 that i needed to get a good night's sleep, i needed to see the light of day and do things that were starting to pile up. so i did. ( Read more... )

i'm sick of sleeping all day and waking up to something that leaves me crying for whatever reason, mostly just because i feel to weak and exhausted to deal with any thing. i am sick of having no hot water and taking cold showers. i am sick of having to either be hungry or eat food that makes me feel like puking. i am sick of having no money. i am ( Read more... )