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it's winter now. officially. freal. i thought halloween was like a week ago. i remember when i was little, the distance between halloween and christmas was so enormous. snow is pretty and fun sometimes but i fucking hate driving in it. ice is just too damn slippery. i have had so many near-death experiences driving/riding in it. and walking in it too. it's funny though cause i see at least three people eat shit every day.
i worked today. it was a waste of time. something scary happened on the ride home. it freaked me out and really got me thinking about things. i don't know ifi should interpret the fact that i'm still alive as good karma or some final destination bull shit. i don't ever want to think about it again. i well i shook that off, came back to school, took a shower. i hung out with the homies for a while and then decided to come to the library to evade the beastly voice of the person on the other side of my wall, and get some work done. plus my computer broke. it's gone. long gone. i am glad it's dead, it brought me way too much grief. i have never wanted to physically take out my frustration on any object that much in all my days. i've no patience when it comes to machines and not being able to tell weather it's they who are malfunctioning or if i'm just retarded. but in this case, something is definitely very wrong with that computer. i came so close to smashing it into a thousand pieces on many different occasions. so i came all the way here and i do not feel like doing anything because i know i will get into it and then the library will close in a half hour and i will be pissed. this week is going to be very busy in the school department. it is going to be terrific and prolific. i swear. ajs;lkjfa;sldfkj. really dude. i am going to bed now and then i am going to not sleep my life away tomorrow.
this is the last week of the semester. then i get a month of goodness.
i worked today. it was a waste of time. something scary happened on the ride home. it freaked me out and really got me thinking about things. i don't know ifi should interpret the fact that i'm still alive as good karma or some final destination bull shit. i don't ever want to think about it again. i well i shook that off, came back to school, took a shower. i hung out with the homies for a while and then decided to come to the library to evade the beastly voice of the person on the other side of my wall, and get some work done. plus my computer broke. it's gone. long gone. i am glad it's dead, it brought me way too much grief. i have never wanted to physically take out my frustration on any object that much in all my days. i've no patience when it comes to machines and not being able to tell weather it's they who are malfunctioning or if i'm just retarded. but in this case, something is definitely very wrong with that computer. i came so close to smashing it into a thousand pieces on many different occasions. so i came all the way here and i do not feel like doing anything because i know i will get into it and then the library will close in a half hour and i will be pissed. this week is going to be very busy in the school department. it is going to be terrific and prolific. i swear. ajs;lkjfa;sldfkj. really dude. i am going to bed now and then i am going to not sleep my life away tomorrow.
this is the last week of the semester. then i get a month of goodness.