so much has been going on ...that i haven`t had time to stress.  but now that things have slowed down a bit ...here it comes.
what do you do when the unexpected happens?
at least i have ...one  good thing ...that helps me deal ...and i thank God ...i`m truly blessed

i have a confession to make.
recently, a realization came to me ...it was like a ( Read more... )

so...summer`s here...and yet i don`t have much to do.  well, i got a job this summer, and i might be getting another one on top of that.  the first job is teaching piano.  my student will be tammy, from my church.  and then pastor vannarith asked if i could teach hannah...i said, "we`ll see..." the next job i might try to apply for is the drugstore ( Read more... )

f ou r  mo r e  d ay s
i can`t wait for it to be over
and yet i don`t want to leave
a summer to remember
making the most of it
good times to come
"tustin...so lame!"
8.29.05 <---first day of school
i`ll miss my senior buddies
you`ll visit, yeah?
i`ll miss you
see you next year
h a v e  a  g o o d  s u m m e r
it`s been 5 years, best friend...we made it!
"not ( Read more... )

wow, i haven`t been on this thing in quite awhile. what`s up, you ask? well...i`ve been doing some thinking, here and there, about this and that...there are only 9 days of school left...my window of opportunity is slowly closing with each passing day. so, now what? motivation to hurry up and do something about it...i will, however, admit that i am ( Read more... )

so...

Cambodian New Year, eh?? yesterday.
I brought Melissa. and she loved all the food.  me...i was just glad there was sushi !!!! man i love that stuff.  it was mm-mm good.

so anyways...the day was ish for me...i really hung out with Melissa most of the time cuz yeah...she didn`t know very many people, the only person that she really remembers is ( Read more... )

there is something endearing and alluring about the concept of mystery.  something intrigues you, and suddenly you feel compelled to dig deeper, not quite knowing what you`re searching for, both afraid and excited about what you might find. and you can`t seem to rest until you find what you`re looking for.

thought back to a discussion we had a few ( Read more... )

A Letter to a Friend...

Dear James,

I know that you`re in a better place now.  I know that you`ll be forever happy, safe, and most of all, remembered and loved.  Having said that, I still can`t believe you`re gone.  I regret not taking more chances to get to know you better.  But the James that I knew always had a smile on his face, and was ( Read more... )

S PR I N G  B R EA K  R O CK E D.

no, seriously...it did.  i just wish i could have stayed longer.  but, as with all good things...it had to end.  and i`m sorry to have seen it come and go so soon.  *sigh* now i`m back to reality, back to the way things were.  right before i left, though, i did have the most amazing talk with Leslie.  She`s one of ( Read more... )

swow. this past week/weekend...has been like...yeah.

FRIDAY
Went to church after a day of no school and shopping for the rally. Starr bought this DVD for our youth group that`s like, a lesson plan.  It was pretty cool. Then...we had some surprise guests, yay.  Moke and David.  I walked in the hall and saw them and i`m like, whoa...is it Sunday?? ( Read more... )

...yeahm i`ve posted this up before, but my statements and people have changed.

TRY THIS: Write ten statements intended towards 10 different peple that you would never say to their face or something you wish you could have said but didn't. Never tell them it was about them...unless one day you decide you can't hold back anymore.

1. I will always ( Read more... )