May 31, 2005 15:06
wow, i haven`t been on this thing in quite awhile. what`s up, you ask? well...i`ve been doing some thinking, here and there, about this and that...there are only 9 days of school left...my window of opportunity is slowly closing with each passing day. so, now what? motivation to hurry up and do something about it...i will, however, admit that i am afraid of what might happen if i do indeed take that next step...but then i guess if no one overcame their fears then nothing would ever happen. this brings me to the question of..."do i really want this bad enough?" and yet there is still so much at risk...what does one do to overcome a fear like mine? surely it is unseen. oh, my...