...even the spontaneous things we do, because of course, someone has tot hink up the idea, right [as "spontaneous" as it may be]??

today was SonLife training.  omgosh...the whole seminar was from 8:oo a.m. to 5:oo p.m.  You`d think you would get bored during all that time, but...minus the breaks and all...well, actually it was still a long time, ( Read more... )

i can`t, i really can`t. because i`ve had enough of the crap.  you don`t care.  you never did.  and so instead...you bring about false hopes.  and an illusion of friendship.  i wish i could say that you`ve been a good friend of mine, but then i`d be lying.  just like you lie to me every single time.  you say that you`re my friend.  you say you`ll ( Read more... )

...or maybe it`s another error in the cycle of trial-and-error.

my head is spinning...everything is happening so fast...the one who i`ve had my heart set on for so long now...and the person who`s recently swept me off my feet...it just seems like there was an instant connection...only then after did i really begin to see him [literally...it was ( Read more... )

today i got called out of bio 2nd period to come down to the cafeteria for registration for next year`s classes.  [i forgot my sheets at home on friday when all the other sophomores had their turn, so i had to do a make-up with the freshies.] anyways...yiikes...they lost my bubble sheet...i started to panick.  Turns out they filed it under my first ( Read more... )

tonight`s birthday party was fuuuuuun.

yes indeedy, it was. why, thank you for asking what i did today! you`re so kind.  well.  let`s see.  i woke up.  then, i watched my shows.  no cooking shows, because i forgot about them.  Then since Jessyca and Tiffany were going to the mall to get Stephen`s birthday present, and me and Dianna needed to do the ( Read more... )

*sigh* so i`m sitting here wondering what went wrong. it seems like...there`s not enough time...for friends, i mean. i feel like i`m letting others down by not being able to be there for them when they need it, and at the same time from others i feel i`m growing increasingly distant with every passing moment. every waking moment i wonder how I ( Read more... )

today`s tourny was sooo fun!~

yeah. b-ball.  anyone who didn`t go sucks. lol just keeding...but yeah.  we were a little late, but then eveyrone started late.  we got there and were just chillin for awhile and then me, tiff, chea, n dianna took steven`s car and drove to Lakewood Mall n got us some food. yuuum.  then we went back and i was just ( Read more... )

i want you
i need you
though my world may fall i`ll never let you go
my saviour
my closest friend
i will worship you until the very end

that was the song that was stuck in my head today...all day.  I kept on singing it, then realizing i was to a point where others around me could hear, so i stopped...lol.  I got a few compliments on my vocal *pops collar ( Read more... )

[46] WHO KNOWS YOU THE BEST: my mom ( Read more... )

101 things about me ( Read more... )