So, I had this strange ass dream right ( Read more... )

God fucking damn Barlow! He's trying to take us all and fuck us over. He wants to drag us all through court against our wishes! What the fucking is his prick dick problem?!?! I like that, makes me feel better to call him that. Prick dick. I want to take him to court for slander, but that's just more dragging my kids into the situation and I don't ( Read more... )

Soooo, I botched up my OB appt so now it's the same day as my U/S appt, and I had to go to the patient rep to get them to do that. It's going to be a hectic morning because I have the u/s at 8 and my appt across the hospital at 9. We'll see how that goes. It's crazy biz, but I'll be one day shy of 16 weeks so I'm hoping like crazy to be able to ( Read more... )

Hmm, in case you can't tell, I happen to absolutely hate the military. I'm so tired of all the bullshit. I've been thinking a lot lately about what I left behind in Ohio, too bad nobody thinks they left me behind. SOmeday my prince will come....

I don't know you, but I think I love you.

Have you ever seen things known someone maybe that was so beautiful, and so sad that it made you want to cry? Have you ever known or seen someone that even years later just the thought of that person makes it impossible to breathe? Have you ever known love so deeply in your being that it feels like your stomach has been hollowed out and butterflies ( Read more... )

Had a huge blowout with my lovely significant other the other day, felt great, screamed at him yesterday, felt even better. I love him, I think, but some days, I think I hate his guts. Why is it that people have given up believing in true love, why is it that I've been made to give mine up? I've loved and lost, and lost him eithout ever regaining ( Read more... )

Why do I bother? I came back, I was trying to make things work, I was under the impression that that's what he wanted since he fucking begged me back, and then while cleaning I find a letter from his 'friend' to him in AIT telling him that she AGREES he should divorce me. Excuse me? What the hell did I do? I was fucking sitting at home at his ( Read more... )

Whatever, fuck him, I just won't go after child support (which probably wouldn't be much anyway) and make sure he has no rights, I've had to contact him instead of vice versa, and I'm just like FUCK THAT! What the hell ever. So yeah, that's my big plan.

I don't know you, but I think I love you.

Are all men as stupid as is stereotypically thought? The sad, but true answer is yes, they are. Daniel thinks he's going to ignore me, but I've told him before, he's in the fucking military, not only can he not run, but I can make his life miserable, so he'd better straighten his shit up. After a week of leaving him messages online, knowing that he ( Read more... )

My mood is not getting any better, I'm going to be surprised if it hasn't gotten worse. I'm getting short with my kids about stupid things, I'm looking WAY too forward to the fact that their dad will be here, and I won't have to take care of them for a whole week. I wish I could go somewhere and disappear, where nobody could find me. That's got to ( Read more... )