I hate my life so much, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate it! It's such fucking shit. I get to give up school, AGAIN, I get to go back to a guy who obviously doesn't love me, AGAIN, but on the bright side my mother won. She hates me, always has, and that's fine, but don't fucking offer me a place to stay and then bitch about everything, including my ( Read more... )

I have decided I'm going to let it be. I could not live with, myself making any other decision. The idea of sitting still and allowing them to do that to me, is just a sickening thought. So decision made, I feel a little better, but I know I'm going to have some nasty down days. I did with Zenobia and she was planned, so this is going to be hard. ( Read more... )

I feel like an absolute shit face, and since I have people that I know that read my other journal, I decided to open up a new one that they didn't. I'm pregnant, by a guy that was basically a one night stand, or morning, I guess, however you want to look at it. It's my fault for being stupid, yes, but I thought I couldn't have kids anymore. I got ( Read more... )