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Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah...shutup.
Ack, I'm in such an odd mood right now. Not quite sure what mood it exactly is. I guess a wee bit sad and a pinch of depressed. Why? I know why but I'd rather not admit to it. I cried when I seen a pic of my dad that was posted online by my uncle today. I've never seen it before. It broke my heart. I wish he was here. Sigh. First time I cried about ( Read more... ) -
I'll never let go..
Here I am, another night gone by & I'm sitting here cuddling with my boys. I'm watching Titanic, on tv, I couldn't pass it up! I'm sad another weekend has gone by. I got my taxes, and have my computer almost paid in full, and got some neat makeup from Sephora & whatnot. I'm thinking about buying a turntable so I can listen to my Pink Floyd (and ( Read more... ) -
eh
I don't know why I really wrote the last post. I really don't care about exbf anymore. I truly hate him...well, that's the only feeling I have towards him. I just need to vent about it every once in awhile. I'm just very frustrated about shit lately. I mean, what's new? I was fine, but the last few days have me up in arms. And I really don't know ( Read more... ) -
fuck
I fucking hate guys. All they do is fuck with your mind, get you confused, take your heart, then fucking throw it full force back into your face. I don't know what I want anymore. I don't want feelings to resurface for you. You = bad news. I knew this three years ago, and I still continued with you. Two years later, here you are. You seriously ( Read more... ) -
NOTHING COMES BETWEEN ME & MY PLANS!
All Signs Point To Lauderdale ( Read more... ) -
Look around, choose your own ground...
Well here I am, laying in bed with my two loves, Benny & Bentley, typing on my ultra new MacBook. I am very happy I finally have this beautiful machine. I wanted this since I originally got my iMac 5 years ago, so this is very sweet. I can finally tend to my book...ANYWHERE. How awesome is that??? I haven't starting writing on here yet, especially ( Read more... ) -
the ending...
Well now that I have found out that I owe a shit ton of money on my taxes...I have improvised on the computer situation. I guess the one that I have now at the moment will have to suffice for my book, so I have moved it to a new location in my room...next to my bed. I feel almost like a lazy bum for doing this, but my back has been jacked up lately ( Read more... ) -
Hot and dangerous...
Woah, what a weekend!!!! Well, my beautiful niece was born on Friday. She is the mirror image of her parents, and you can tell she looks like Steven. Kinda funny! I seen the entire birth. I really have no clue how to describe it... It was something I always wanted to witness at some point in my life, so I was really excited Haven was totally okay ( Read more... ) -
Zzzzz...
Holy crap Batman, I am EXHAUSTED!!!! I got home last night at 11:30 from Jeff's family's house. Yep, I'm still very close to them, and I will be as long as I can. Not because it's his family, in all honesty, I finally let him go. But, I want them in my life because they are good people & we are a lot alike. It's nice to have a lot of things in ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
Well I suppose I'm gonna update from my phone because my kitty is laying on my belly purring and I just can't bring myself to move him. Not to mention my stomach is not agreeing with me at the moment and I'd rather lay down than sit in an uncomfortable chair and type out what's on, or not, on my mind. I can't wait to get my taxes filed so I can buy ( Read more... )