Look around, choose your own ground...
Well here I am, laying in bed with my two loves, Benny & Bentley, typing on my ultra new MacBook. I am very happy I finally have this beautiful machine. I wanted this since I originally got my iMac 5 years ago, so this is very sweet. I can finally tend to my book...ANYWHERE. How awesome is that??? I haven't starting writing on here yet, especially seeing I just got this on Saturday, but I did upload iWork last night, so I can officially continue on! I'm very happy I am ready to get the ball rolling on this. I think this is what I want to do with my life. It all makes sense to me now. No more guessing, no more pondering, this is it. So I have to take it and run with it and do my all time best.
I applied to Starbucks the other day and got a call today. I called the manager back but he was out. So I'll try him in the morning. I heard they have good benefits and whatnot, so we'll see. I won't take anything under 10 bucks, because I cannot afford that much of a decrease, but I'm willing to take one. I'm done with HP as of now. It's a horrible company who is just money hungry. There is more to life than just money. And quite frankly, I don't want to work for someone who only sends you emails about lost revenue. I can care less. They are making a lot of money by ripping them off (in my opinion at least). So yeah. Time for a new change of pace. I'd actually like to work with people my own age. I feel a lot older than I am and that's something I'd like to avoid. It would be nice to be excited about going to work everyday, plus it's three blocks away from my house. Can we say awesome??? I can walk there in the summer (and warmer days in the winter). I sure won't mind saving on the gas $$ and taking a stroll! I sure do need it ;)
I've been hanging out with Ashlee every weekend recently. It's pretty awesome. I love seeing her and she seriously brightens my day more than anyone else I know. I'm thankful for her, she doesn't know how much =] If I stay alone the rest of my life, just as long as she's still my best friend, that's all I ever could ask for. I know that sounds creepy and weird, but it's true. No one could know me any better than she does, and no one can cheer me up any more than she can. She's someone I know I couldn't live without. She's the only person (besides family) that has remained in my life since birth. I have a hard time with abandonment (thanks dad), so I always take it hard when a relationship ends, so I know she is someone I certainly couldn't handle being without. I know people come and go. I just wish some of the good one's would stay... :-/
I'm kinda all over the place lately. A lot of thoughts are swirling around in my head. I really don't know what I want for my future. I don't know what I want tomorrow. It's kinda weird. But I'm feeling a lot better lately. I don't really know how to explain this, so I guess I'll just leave it at that. This makes no sense....sorry to whomever reads this.
I applied to Starbucks the other day and got a call today. I called the manager back but he was out. So I'll try him in the morning. I heard they have good benefits and whatnot, so we'll see. I won't take anything under 10 bucks, because I cannot afford that much of a decrease, but I'm willing to take one. I'm done with HP as of now. It's a horrible company who is just money hungry. There is more to life than just money. And quite frankly, I don't want to work for someone who only sends you emails about lost revenue. I can care less. They are making a lot of money by ripping them off (in my opinion at least). So yeah. Time for a new change of pace. I'd actually like to work with people my own age. I feel a lot older than I am and that's something I'd like to avoid. It would be nice to be excited about going to work everyday, plus it's three blocks away from my house. Can we say awesome??? I can walk there in the summer (and warmer days in the winter). I sure won't mind saving on the gas $$ and taking a stroll! I sure do need it ;)
I've been hanging out with Ashlee every weekend recently. It's pretty awesome. I love seeing her and she seriously brightens my day more than anyone else I know. I'm thankful for her, she doesn't know how much =] If I stay alone the rest of my life, just as long as she's still my best friend, that's all I ever could ask for. I know that sounds creepy and weird, but it's true. No one could know me any better than she does, and no one can cheer me up any more than she can. She's someone I know I couldn't live without. She's the only person (besides family) that has remained in my life since birth. I have a hard time with abandonment (thanks dad), so I always take it hard when a relationship ends, so I know she is someone I certainly couldn't handle being without. I know people come and go. I just wish some of the good one's would stay... :-/
I'm kinda all over the place lately. A lot of thoughts are swirling around in my head. I really don't know what I want for my future. I don't know what I want tomorrow. It's kinda weird. But I'm feeling a lot better lately. I don't really know how to explain this, so I guess I'll just leave it at that. This makes no sense....sorry to whomever reads this.