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Well I suppose I'm gonna update from my phone because my kitty is laying on my belly purring and I just can't bring myself to move him. Not to mention my stomach is not agreeing with me at the moment and I'd rather lay down than sit in an uncomfortable chair and type out what's on, or not, on my mind. I can't wait to get my taxes filed so I can buy my MacBook. First step I need so I can officially start writing my book. I have a good bit written out by hand, but my mind flows so much better when I can type it out. And yes, I can do that now, but I sit at a desk alllll day, the last thing I want to do when I come home is sit in that same position for God knows how long. So I started going to the gym again. It felt pretty good. They say it helps beat depression, which is one of the reasons why I am going. Plus there is no bad reason to go. There is always a positive outcome to going to the gym. I'm pretty excited about it and I hope I keep up with it! I'm starting to notice more things that make me happy. It's rather refreshing. I need to stop this horrible streak I'm on and move forward. I owe this to myself to move in the right direction in my life. I have to remind myself that life is unpredictable and that I can't force things. I can't try to make things go the way I want them to. I have to understand that I will not like a lot of things about my life & that I need to accept that fact & move forward. I need to learn from those things and perhaps use it to my advantage. Happiness is what I seek, now I just have to fully get there without anything holding me back. I need to allow my soul to be free and not be chained to the ground. I need it to flourish and to gain positive energy and surround itself with good things. I need to be happy. And I want to be. I'm getting there. I started a puzzle which is something I've been wanting to do for a long time. I think it will help me to learn patience. I am extremely impatient and that's one thing I want to change. I think it's helping. And it shows me that being patient gives off a beautiful result. I.e. An awesome puzzle ;) no, but really, it makes perfect sense. Well I suppose it's time for me to get ready for bed...
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