You ever feel like nothing you do ever has or will matter? Like you are trying and trying but at your very best all you ever get to be is mediocre
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i feel like i'm in the same boat. i've had several opportunities over the years to get out of this area and i passed on em all. i think a lot of it had to do with being afraid. afraid of genuinely leaving everything behind. everyone. afraid of change. i can tell myself i stayed to help take care of Gary or to help Granny but in the end it had more to do with me and my own fears. every now and then i wonder, what if i had moved to Arkansas. what if i had moved to South Carolina
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Yeah it's helpful and appreciated. I feel like you're right and I am really starting to think the way I didn't want to do this is the way to go. Maybe I grew up into a spoiled brat of an adult, I dunno..I just hate not getting to do this my way lol. The Texas thing is a long shot. Big crazy long shot. I was just ranting out of my head cause I was feeling down. I'm still looking into it though. Sometimes I think I get my best breakthroughs when I rant it out lol. Thank you for the comment. Seriously. You are not obligated to be even remotely nice to me, but your comment was constructive and definitely encouraging.
I'm ok now. Rants help haha. Friends help. Getting out of the house helps. I'll send you a message in a day or two.
It's so easy to be stuck in Ocoonita where time and internet don't exist and get overwhelmed at what's happening or not happening around you. I do not envy you being home these last few months and quarantined with 9 and 37 year old children.
I will do everything I can to help you. I get grumpy, I get ill and hateful, but I want you know that I am proud already of where you are and where you have been, and as you move forward I will be proud then too.
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The Texas thing is a long shot. Big crazy long shot. I was just ranting out of my head cause I was feeling down. I'm still looking into it though. Sometimes I think I get my best breakthroughs when I rant it out lol.
Thank you for the comment. Seriously. You are not obligated to be even remotely nice to me, but your comment was constructive and definitely encouraging.
I'm ok now. Rants help haha. Friends help. Getting out of the house helps. I'll send you a message in a day or two.
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I will do everything I can to help you. I get grumpy, I get ill and hateful, but I want you know that I am proud already of where you are and where you have been, and as you move forward I will be proud then too.
I got your back Annie.
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