mzmillion

The End of it all....

mzmillion Aug 10, 2007 13:38

Dear God ( Read more... )

This is a letter I wrote to...no one in particular. I wrote it at 3:31am on Memorial Day and I decided to post it here.

The Letter:Haven't been to sleep yet so I thought I would do some writing unitl I'm tired ( Read more... )

me, letter, memorial day

Woman's Intuition

mzmillion Nov 13, 2006 19:05

Lately Ray has just been real off when it comes to sex and secrets and just intimacy between us and its like he doesn't want me anymore. I tried talking to him about and it didn't fucking change, I mean there is more to the story but basically I kept asking myself, when did this change come about, when did he start acting so damn strange towards me ( Read more... )

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mzmillion Aug 29, 2006 06:40

The time has come, I hate to do it but I have to.....comment to be added because this LJ is now locked

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friends only

New Layout and Profile

mzmillion Aug 27, 2006 18:09

I know I've been gone for a while but I have a new layout that I did myself. I'm telling you, brushes for PSP 9 is the greatest thing invented.

I also redid my profile because it was just looking bad.

LET ME KNOW WHAT U THINK

I also have a cool font but if you don't have it on your computer, you cant see it, so my font may look big in regular

11 days pt 2

mzmillion Aug 11, 2006 08:46

So after further inspection of the phone issue that Ray seems to have, he tells me that it is one EX that called him when in fact it was another EX. So I asked him about the EX that I knew it was and he said that she rarely ever calls him and that when she does its like very emotional between the two. So of course that made my eyebrows raise up. ( Read more... )

11 days....

mzmillion Aug 10, 2006 15:27

So come Saturday, me and Ray will have officially spent 11 days together. I had a great time with him and I loved every second ( Read more... )

Here I Am!

mzmillion Aug 05, 2006 21:25

So I know I said that I was trying to get him out of my system but now I'm at his house....lol. He came to see me for 4 days and since school is over for 2 weeks, I decided 'why not come back with him' and I did....lol. We had a great time together and I know we are going to have a great time together while I'm here with him in Raleigh. I have this ( Read more... )

Hey!

mzmillion Aug 01, 2006 19:12

Ok so I've been away for a couple days off into my own little world. Me and Ray did breakup but shit is like the same with us still. It's like I know we are not going to be together in the long run but I just keep saying I need just a little time to weine myself off oh him and this relationship. I just can't stop loving him like that. We're ok but ( Read more... )

Bummed

mzmillion Jul 28, 2006 16:47

I feel like shit right now. Partly because my period is whooping my ass right now but I'm happy about that and because I have no man......damn! Oh, how pitiful I sound to myself ( Read more... )