Its been a weird night... I meant to just transfer some specific files from my external HD to my laptop and ended up reading through old papers I wrote as a freshman, then as a soph, jr.. sr etc.. read through poetry I wrote over the years and the sad realization I haven't written in.. smeg probably 7-8 years ( Read more... )

Well, sounds like my sleep issues aren't just the narcolepsy getting worse.. my thyroid levels are a little low and my iron is low again... So i got me some new thyroid pills for the first time from the doctor to try and got my iron+b-complex-vitamin pills that work really well to bring my iron levels up and get me feeling a little better.. yay. ( Read more... )

We went camping this weekend.. and it was fun, a few crazy loose ends, and not quite as much actual camping as I wanted, but oh well. However, i am so freaking exhausted now... i passed out last night on juliannas bean bag chair when i was putting her to bed.. woke up 10min later really confused, as she was Lol. slept ALL night on the couch (about ( Read more... )

It keeps dawning on me how.. well, that this is my life now! and I love it.. =)  My biggest on-going concern/worry is money, as I HATE how much debt we have... but it is slowly going down. ..  but Amy keeps getting on me about starting to really take steps to plan.....THE WEDDING! (Eeep! Still sounds so weird heh)   We have the date... and that we ( Read more... )

I wonder how old she will be when she realizes the truth about her mom... and I wonder if her mom will actually still be around by then..   She doesn't have a phone anymore, and realized she was at a low point, so she went to her biological dads house in salem for a couple weeks..... only to drown her sorrows in partying and alcohol. She did later ( Read more... )

Julianna called me "mommy!" for the first time a couple weeks ago... usually I'm "Sara" or "Sare-eee" like mom calls me heh and she called me step-mom yesterday, after tony and her had a few little chats about how I fit in to her little 6-yr old brain. Ashly calls me mom regularly now too ( Read more... )

Well... being the only nurse in the family, I got a panicked phone call on Saturday from my sister, saying my brother cut his finger off.. well, partly off. He was using dads band-saw and made a mistake... got a super nasty 6-stitch cut on his middle finger, and lost about 1/2 inch or so off his index finger, at an angle, including the whole ( Read more... )

Strange how much and how fast things have changed, and how generally... happy I am with it all. Miah found me on facebook and messaged me a few months ago (I didn't see it till recently, FB forgot to tell me about it lol) and hes doing well, diagnosed with extremely severe sleep apnea, and the machines wouldnt work cuz it was so bad, so he had to ( Read more... )

So.. like, I'm all engaged and stuff! hah soo freaking weird! But i'm pretty excited about it =)  I think we're looking at Apirl or May of 2013..?  will be able to actually take vacation time then, will have some hours built up, and hopefully i can request it right when they put the schedule out for it so someone else doesnt beat me to it ( Read more... )

I feel so overwhelmed moneywise. Its hard to even figure out my priorities.. really really need to sit down with him and stop trying to figure it out on my own. Need to sit down together, and work through it together, and develop a plan together ( Read more... )