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I feel so overwhelmed moneywise. Its hard to even figure out my priorities.. really really need to sit down with him and stop trying to figure it out on my own. Need to sit down together, and work through it together, and develop a plan together.
We freaking need furnature. its obnoxious to not be able to unpack crap, because we have no where to put it!! And no decorations anywhere at all, which we both don't like at all. We need a hutch, so we can finish the damn kitchen! But we need a damn dresser for Julianna too.. I can only do so much with her clothes with the tiny pink plastic drawer set she has! It would be much better suited as a thing to house crafts or something. She needs a damn bed. BADLY. She is sleeping on a toddler bed, which sizewise is really only now outgrowing, and its not bad really.. hell i slept in a crib till i was 6. lol but the issue is she wets the bed sometimes, and the mattress now smells like urine on the underside of it. Apparently i have a sensitive nose cuz im the only one who realy smells it but damnit, she needs a twin bed. Tony is now talking of making her one, which would be kinda cool..so we'll see. I just wanna pick her up a cheapo one on CL for now ya know? And i got her cute bedding i'd like her to be able to use =)
And my bookcase from mom and dads,...thatd be nice.
And firewood.. i want firewood.. i love the fireplace but damnit we need a bunch of wood... overall would probably save on the heating bill too... this house has like, no insulation. kinda disappointing.. but i still really like it. I'll be happier when I get to my blanket box, and get out the snuggy and heating throw blanket! hah
Then there is my brothers bday...and christmas.. and dads bday on sunday and i have NO idea what to get him =( again =( Im taking him out to fatty pattys after work, but i dont know what else =(
And then we have the whole.. wanting to put lots of money toward credit card debt, which got crazy and does not make me happy.. and little things here and there keep popping up with regards to his stuff.. and old debts.. and new debts.. and its a lil overwhelming. He is actively looking for work now.. market is kinda hard tho apparently. Getting set up thru the state tho, hopefully they'll help? And he found out about his insruance.. so he'll be able to take care of his health stuff that needs to get addressed. which will undoubtedly cause a few more bills, but those need to not be put off any longer...
and i need to figure out where the outpatient pharmacy is at legacy salmon creek, cuz i need to fill my adderall.
Ive made myself have some time to read a bit though this week.. which I gotta say has been nice! Ohhh how i've missed reading =(
gotta figure out xmas gifts for everyone..
Apparently, in feb I think is when I'll be able to start working extra shifts.. and ive been told of this magical paycode, that i can earn 1.8 instead of 1.5 of my rate for extra shifts.. and i can just clock in with it when staffing calls me and POOF! lots of extra money. =) And i guess they have a lot of needs for extra shifts... so one or two of those a month would realllllly help..
I'm determind too to not just blow my tax money on my debts... I will put some aside for the house. Either a new couch or something... we want a sectional. Ideally microfiber. Im perfectly happy with used Lol I also want a giant beanbag chair or sumo chair or love sac or something... i'd LOVE to have something like that I can curl up on with tony or alone with a book in front of the fire with a blanket and just chillax.... i want one soo bad.
I have a little pile of "need to fix" sewing projects.. AND i need to sew julianna a christmas stocking, my own christmas stocking, and probably two for the older girls too... that should be fun =) need to have my sewing crap in order before then...
okay, enough rambling.. gotta fall over now and sleep. Nightynight. =)
We freaking need furnature. its obnoxious to not be able to unpack crap, because we have no where to put it!! And no decorations anywhere at all, which we both don't like at all. We need a hutch, so we can finish the damn kitchen! But we need a damn dresser for Julianna too.. I can only do so much with her clothes with the tiny pink plastic drawer set she has! It would be much better suited as a thing to house crafts or something. She needs a damn bed. BADLY. She is sleeping on a toddler bed, which sizewise is really only now outgrowing, and its not bad really.. hell i slept in a crib till i was 6. lol but the issue is she wets the bed sometimes, and the mattress now smells like urine on the underside of it. Apparently i have a sensitive nose cuz im the only one who realy smells it but damnit, she needs a twin bed. Tony is now talking of making her one, which would be kinda cool..so we'll see. I just wanna pick her up a cheapo one on CL for now ya know? And i got her cute bedding i'd like her to be able to use =)
And my bookcase from mom and dads,...thatd be nice.
And firewood.. i want firewood.. i love the fireplace but damnit we need a bunch of wood... overall would probably save on the heating bill too... this house has like, no insulation. kinda disappointing.. but i still really like it. I'll be happier when I get to my blanket box, and get out the snuggy and heating throw blanket! hah
Then there is my brothers bday...and christmas.. and dads bday on sunday and i have NO idea what to get him =( again =( Im taking him out to fatty pattys after work, but i dont know what else =(
And then we have the whole.. wanting to put lots of money toward credit card debt, which got crazy and does not make me happy.. and little things here and there keep popping up with regards to his stuff.. and old debts.. and new debts.. and its a lil overwhelming. He is actively looking for work now.. market is kinda hard tho apparently. Getting set up thru the state tho, hopefully they'll help? And he found out about his insruance.. so he'll be able to take care of his health stuff that needs to get addressed. which will undoubtedly cause a few more bills, but those need to not be put off any longer...
and i need to figure out where the outpatient pharmacy is at legacy salmon creek, cuz i need to fill my adderall.
Ive made myself have some time to read a bit though this week.. which I gotta say has been nice! Ohhh how i've missed reading =(
gotta figure out xmas gifts for everyone..
Apparently, in feb I think is when I'll be able to start working extra shifts.. and ive been told of this magical paycode, that i can earn 1.8 instead of 1.5 of my rate for extra shifts.. and i can just clock in with it when staffing calls me and POOF! lots of extra money. =) And i guess they have a lot of needs for extra shifts... so one or two of those a month would realllllly help..
I'm determind too to not just blow my tax money on my debts... I will put some aside for the house. Either a new couch or something... we want a sectional. Ideally microfiber. Im perfectly happy with used Lol I also want a giant beanbag chair or sumo chair or love sac or something... i'd LOVE to have something like that I can curl up on with tony or alone with a book in front of the fire with a blanket and just chillax.... i want one soo bad.
I have a little pile of "need to fix" sewing projects.. AND i need to sew julianna a christmas stocking, my own christmas stocking, and probably two for the older girls too... that should be fun =) need to have my sewing crap in order before then...
okay, enough rambling.. gotta fall over now and sleep. Nightynight. =)