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We went camping this weekend.. and it was fun, a few crazy loose ends, and not quite as much actual camping as I wanted, but oh well. However, i am so freaking exhausted now... i passed out last night on juliannas bean bag chair when i was putting her to bed.. woke up 10min later really confused, as she was Lol. slept ALL night on the couch (about 9pm to 630pm) when tony woke me up.. and then i laid down with him in bed.. and passed back out until i forced myself to get up around Noon. then i had to goto the post office, and I passed back out in the car once I got in the driveway home... ugh.. then i went to lay down with tony for a couple min, cuz i needed a slight break from julianna, (she hasn't been so well behaved these last few days and I could feel myself losing patience so i needed a lil separation) and I passed out for about 20-30min... forced myself to get up again..
holy crap I just want to SLEEEEEPPPP.... continuously until i feel rested.. knowing me thatd be around 26 hrs of total sleep when i feel this way.. ugh i hate it.
I also am starting an insane week at work... work wednesday, thursday off.. then friday and sat.. then sunday off.. then monday, wed, thurs of work.. ugh. stupid 12 hr shifts are gunna kill me all back to back like that.
tony and i were talking about the whole.. narcolepsy thing that seems to be getting worse.. appt with the new sleep doc isn't till september.. so im stuck with just the instant adderalls until then.. but i can only take so many of those, cuz they kill my libido and give me horrible dry mouth that i get little exploding taste buds all over if i take it too many days in a row.. (like, more than 2 days) he was pointing out that on my off days, 98% of the time now he finds me passed out on the couch. =( which is true.. and im not able to do all the crap i want/need to do. very frustrating.
holy crap I just want to SLEEEEEPPPP.... continuously until i feel rested.. knowing me thatd be around 26 hrs of total sleep when i feel this way.. ugh i hate it.
I also am starting an insane week at work... work wednesday, thursday off.. then friday and sat.. then sunday off.. then monday, wed, thurs of work.. ugh. stupid 12 hr shifts are gunna kill me all back to back like that.
tony and i were talking about the whole.. narcolepsy thing that seems to be getting worse.. appt with the new sleep doc isn't till september.. so im stuck with just the instant adderalls until then.. but i can only take so many of those, cuz they kill my libido and give me horrible dry mouth that i get little exploding taste buds all over if i take it too many days in a row.. (like, more than 2 days) he was pointing out that on my off days, 98% of the time now he finds me passed out on the couch. =( which is true.. and im not able to do all the crap i want/need to do. very frustrating.