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Pain and dreams...
So I'm having some kind of issue, I think ovarian cysts again, but nothing's been confirmed yet. I have constant discomfort/pain in my left side and it's getting to the point that even clothes are feeling uncomfortable when they rest against my abdomen close to my pelvic bone. So the other night I was sleeping really unsoundly, as I've been ( Read more... ) -
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Sometimes I wake up in A LOT of pain from sleeping wrongly, and I have these half awake delusional ideas of "I wonder if this is what cancer patients feel like when they're first diagnosed..." Like, maybe I need to change my field. When I get back or hip pain in my sleep it's kind of scary...not to mention the dream I once had where I felt I was ( Read more... ) -
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Eugh I slept like shit last night because I had a final this afternoon, and I was worried about it a little, I guess. It was harder than I thought but I hope I did ok ( Read more... ) -
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So remember that solar eclipse a week and two days ago, right? I wanted to get up and watch it, but I was working 12 hours before, and the weather was rainy and stormy as all hell (in fact, the day after the eclipse we had some snow... after having 80 degree weather the day before). Eclipses are pretty important in more than a few religions, so ( Read more... ) -
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I just had one of the worst dreams ever and even though I slept for 3 hours, I don't want to sleep anymore. So another 3 hour day it is ( Read more... ) -
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So it finally stopped snowing, and I'm not used to the sound of pounding rain on the windows anymore ( Read more... ) -
More dreams...
So the night after the last entry I had one more dream that was super weird; a long while ago I had a dream my dad's family and I got tickets to go to Africa, and I was strangely excited and had flash-forwards of visiting the pyramdids and so on. I don't know if I ever wrote about that dream, but it's still one I remember pretty well ( Read more... ) -
It's been a while...
So yeah, it's really, really been a while. I haven't been having many dreams that I can remember lately, or when I do I forget them really easily. I also haven't been sleeping well--lots of stressful shit has been happening, and usually I can come home from a long day at work and sleep and make myself feel better, but then I find that I can only ( Read more... ) -
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