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So it finally stopped snowing, and I'm not used to the sound of pounding rain on the windows anymore.
But because of it, I had a dream that I was "home" (someplace other than any of my real homes, tbh) and my mother and I kept finding animals pushed out of their homes because of all the rain--we found a black gerbil, a little frog trapped in some window blinds (that were still on a window, yeah I don't know), and this really soft furry animal that I later identified as a baby raccoon by the dark circles around its eyes. It had a long tail, too, but it wasn't fluffy... And of course I kept the raccoon as my own pet, because even in the dream I could almost feel myself petting it and it was so soft and relaxing.
And then I woke up and I missed my cats even more. -_-
Then I had a super weird dream I had to get a shower to get cleaned up to go somewhere special...not sure what, but it was really like a last-rites kind of thing. There were two other girls with me, too, but I'm not sure why, and some official people who had to grant me my wishes and make sure I didn't do anything stupid. So I wanted music for my last shower before whatever was going to happen, and for some reason I thought of T Rex...
And so the officials granted me Marc Bolan, and he appeared from beyond the grave. Complete with a guitar. To sing for me in the shower. Yeahhhh... idk.
Anyway I'm always in pain, I've been up the past 32 hours minus an hour nap--because I went to sleep the wrong way, woke up with leg pain, and I'm afraid to go back to sleep. Story of my life right now. First it was just my chest, now it's my pelvis and my chest. I keep sleeping/waking in 8 hour increments or so, which really doesn't work with a 12 hour work schedule. wa;ljhglkjroigajerihjaerlhkjaelrkjhekjoi
But because of it, I had a dream that I was "home" (someplace other than any of my real homes, tbh) and my mother and I kept finding animals pushed out of their homes because of all the rain--we found a black gerbil, a little frog trapped in some window blinds (that were still on a window, yeah I don't know), and this really soft furry animal that I later identified as a baby raccoon by the dark circles around its eyes. It had a long tail, too, but it wasn't fluffy... And of course I kept the raccoon as my own pet, because even in the dream I could almost feel myself petting it and it was so soft and relaxing.
And then I woke up and I missed my cats even more. -_-
Then I had a super weird dream I had to get a shower to get cleaned up to go somewhere special...not sure what, but it was really like a last-rites kind of thing. There were two other girls with me, too, but I'm not sure why, and some official people who had to grant me my wishes and make sure I didn't do anything stupid. So I wanted music for my last shower before whatever was going to happen, and for some reason I thought of T Rex...
And so the officials granted me Marc Bolan, and he appeared from beyond the grave. Complete with a guitar. To sing for me in the shower. Yeahhhh... idk.
Anyway I'm always in pain, I've been up the past 32 hours minus an hour nap--because I went to sleep the wrong way, woke up with leg pain, and I'm afraid to go back to sleep. Story of my life right now. First it was just my chest, now it's my pelvis and my chest. I keep sleeping/waking in 8 hour increments or so, which really doesn't work with a 12 hour work schedule. wa;ljhglkjroigajerihjaerlhkjaelrkjhekjoi