Hairchop! I love it. It has layers and a fringe. I can use product in it. I can fluff it up. it's going to be fun. not for running though. it's going to blow for running. i'm going to need a million bobby pins and it'll need washing every other day. but it'll totally be worth it ( Read more... )

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Tired, sore muscles, full belly, satisfied, accomplished, relaxed, happy. It's so nice ( Read more... )

It's so nice to sit down and put my feet up. I spent most of today working on the box frame for my patio... and doing a chunk of it in the rain. Almost finished though, Hopefully another hour or two tomorrow and it'll be done! I used the drop saw and i still have all my fingers! and i'm totally ace with the drill now. i like learning to do new ( Read more... )

it's nice not feeling like i have to be a poster girl for ethical living. i've given myself permission to live by my own standards, rather than adopt the standards of others for fear of judgement. i'm sad that i lost myself so much, i'm sad about who i became, but i am so happy to feel like myself again. to share a meal with a friend and laugh and ( Read more... )

.twenty.days

and sometimes missing him gets the better of me.

:(

Wow, a prolonged feeling of positive! yay! Still feeling good. feeling even better after meeting with Beth yesterday. she's so brilliant at what she does. asks me all of the right questions so i find my own answers. But she knows enough of my history to talk to me about patterns and common themes in my behavior like abandonment issues. Sigh. yeah ( Read more... )

Things are strange at the moment. I'm so tired, so maybe i'm just a bit delirious. But i feel pretty good. Obviously, been doing a lot of thinking, and thinking more about the problems that we had. I have my appointment with Beth tomorrow, and it's weird because i don't really know exactly what to talk about with her. control issues i guess... but ( Read more... )

he's so gone. my house is so empty. and not because his things aren't here, but because he isn't here ( Read more... )