Strange days
Things are strange at the moment. I'm so tired, so maybe i'm just a bit delirious. But i feel pretty good. Obviously, been doing a lot of thinking, and thinking more about the problems that we had. I have my appointment with Beth tomorrow, and it's weird because i don't really know exactly what to talk about with her. control issues i guess... but i feel like i'm going ok. Maybe that is all I need form her, to hear if I'm on the right track or not. If it is an simple as a moment of realisation and a decision to live differently. Maybe some help on where determination and conviction becomes obsession. being a human is hard work a lot of the time.
i bought him a housewarming present. I love giving people presents. Especially when they're people who don't get spoiled enough. It's so much fun. Just knowing that you get to make someone happy and give them something that they'll really love. fun fun fun. it's wrapped up in housewarming gift appropriate wrapping, sitting on my desk just waiting for him. i just want to give it to him already. but it's all a bit strange at the moment. my life is strange for most of the time.
in other news, practising handstands makes my shoulders and back muscles hurt so that's a win. new sore muscles are fun. my fridge is freezing everything so there's a not fun expensive purchase ahead :(. but my beautiful parents want to give me some money to help with the financials. I'm such a lucky girl. I really do have an amazing family.
sleepy sleep time. i miss spoons.
...and back rubs!
i bought him a housewarming present. I love giving people presents. Especially when they're people who don't get spoiled enough. It's so much fun. Just knowing that you get to make someone happy and give them something that they'll really love. fun fun fun. it's wrapped up in housewarming gift appropriate wrapping, sitting on my desk just waiting for him. i just want to give it to him already. but it's all a bit strange at the moment. my life is strange for most of the time.
in other news, practising handstands makes my shoulders and back muscles hurt so that's a win. new sore muscles are fun. my fridge is freezing everything so there's a not fun expensive purchase ahead :(. but my beautiful parents want to give me some money to help with the financials. I'm such a lucky girl. I really do have an amazing family.
sleepy sleep time. i miss spoons.
...and back rubs!